

Chuha Bhalu
When a verry sweet and close person goes to far from us, We may say or not say, But our heart says to their heart "U MADE ME ALONE"
October 12, 2010 four day ho gaye Bhalu bohot udas hai jab bhi akela hota hai rone lagta hai chuhe ki bohot yaad aa rahi hai .Ab na computer pe bethna acha lagta na koi kam karne ko dil karta, Na koi khuyaish dil me hai. Jaise sari duniya mere liye khatam ho gai hai.In 4 dino me ek second bhi aisa nahi
Me.Bhalu.sara din computer te video game kheda rehnda yahoo te chat karda rahnda C. Night me job karta din me bas computer se chipka rahta.Hamesa sochta ke kash meri koi girlfriend hoti.Rab nu kahnda ke bas ek hi gf ban je kade usnu naraj nahi karanga na kade usnu chadaga us to elava hor koi nahi banavaga bas ek piyari ji kudi mil je. Kitne sal ho gaye koi nahi mily.
Friday October 2009 muje ek dost ne kaha ke ek compny me computer pe work karne ke liye ek ladke ki jarurt hai.Tab me job karne se darta tha sochta tha ke kese kam karunga koi galti ho gai to kya hoga par me chala gaya . muje bhi day job ki jarurt thi.Jab me baha gaya to pata chala baha ape ek ladki bhi kam karti hai.Sir ne usko kaha ke ye ladka apke sath kam karega.Bo sishe me se Dekhne lagi tab muje bo koi khas achi nahi lagi. Mene unka system dekha .bo excel me kaam karte the or internet pe bhi kam karna padta tha.bo bole ke apko pahle hum sikha denge .mene munday ko ane ko kah diya.Munday ko me office gaya baha unhone madam ko muje work samjhane ko kaha.Bo muje samjate rah eek din me muje sab kuch aa gaya bas unki website ke password nai yad the or na excel me worksheet banana ati thi. Madan ne muje kitni bar bataya par me bhul jata tha.
Baha per or bhi ladke market ke liye kam karte the bo madam ke bare me galt bolte rahte the or uske sath doublemeaning me bat karte the bo samj nahi pati thi ki ladke usko galta bolte hai.Actuly bo un per bohot trust karti thi jaise bo uske dost ho ek team ho.Baha ke bos bhi uske sath majak me galat bolte or line marte the bo madam ko bura lagta tha per kuch nahi bolti thi. Me bhi madam ke bare me galat sochne laga ke bho galt ladki hai. Me office me kum bolta bas apna kam karta rahta.Me madam ke sath jiyada bat nahi karta tha or madam kah ke bulata tha.muje bo achi nahi lagti thi.me uske bare me apne friend ko bataya tha.Ek din me usi se mobile pe baat kar raha tha or madam mere pass hi thi madam ke sahamne hi mene kuch galt bola .mera friend bola madam ke pass aisi baat mat kar mene bola ye to yaha chalta hai.
( es baat pe muje badme bahot pachtava huya ab bhi hai me eske liye dil se sorry bolta hu)
Thode dino mai kaam me perfect ho gaya to boss ne kaha ke tum akele sara kam kar loge to hum madam ko hata denge. Bo bas ek ko hi rakhna chahte the jo sara kam kar sake.Me nahi chahta tha ke kisi ko meri bajah se hataya jai chahe bo ladka ho ya ladki.Mene bahana bana diya ke me kahi or try kar raha hu sayd muje baha job mil jaye.?Unhone muje kitni bar kaha per me hamesha bahana bana deta.
Dupahr ko sare office me hote to madam lunch karne ke liye office ke sath wale room me chali jati. Me lunch nahi karta tha. Per kabhi kabhi office me jab koi nahi hota to bo bahi per lunch karti muje puchti ap lunch nahi karte.apne sath karne ko kahne lagi to mene mana kar diya.. Bo bas 2 fulke hi leke aati thi usme se bhi ek ya one and half khati thi.bil kul slim thi jese khuch na khati ho.
(yaha per me ek Baat chod raha hu kyoki ye mere chuhe ko pasnd nahi bo nahi chahti ke me uske bare me kabhi baat karu)
Ek din madamne muje lunch karne ko kaha pata nai me kese raji ho gaya or ek bite le liya.ab bo har roj muje ek biute dene lagi.me kaha ke ap do roti to laate ho me khauga to ap kya khaoge. agle din bo 3 and half roti laane lagi. Me unke sath lunch karne laga to dekha 3 ½ roti hai me pucha ke ap adhi roti kyo late ho kahne lagi ke 3 roti nahi late 2 ya 4 honi chahiye 4 to me kha nahi sakti es liye 3 and half laati hu.
Me jab first time unke sath lunch kar raha tha to mene unse kaha ke sab apse galt baat karte hai ap kuch bolti nahi to usne bataya ke use job ki bohot jarurt hai bo job nahi chod sakti uske father bimar rah chuke hai ghar me problem hai. Dusra muje dar lagta hai kahi ager mene unko slap laga diya to bo ulta muje bhi mar de to.Bhot bholi thi bo.Me kitna galt tha. Kabhi bhi kisi ke bare me jane bina usko galt nahi samjna chahiye. Ab me unki Ijata karne laga. Hum khul ke bat karne lage. Kuch kuch baate bo bhi share karne lagi per har baat nahi karti thi.
Madam ko office ki safai karna acha nahi lagta tha bo bolti usko dust se allergy hoti hai.Me or bos safai karte. Ek bar me or boss safai kar rahe the to mene apni shirt utar di niche white line wali black t-shirt
Pahni thi usne pata nahi kab dhekh liya.jab safai khatam hui to usne kaha ke “T-shirt me tusi ache lagde o shirt vich ta bajurg lagde o” boss ne bhi yahi bola ke tum t-shirt pahna karo.per muje simple dress hi achi lagti hai.
Ek din kaha ke apka mobile no. kya hai bo kuch nahi boli mene kaha nahi batana to na sahi muje no. ki jarurt nahi hum hai baat kar lete hai.Actually madam ke pass khud ka mobile nahi tha uski sister ke pass mobiule tha.bo muje apna number dena nahi chahti thi bo darti thi ke ager office me kisi ko number de diya to bo use call kar ke pareshan karenge.next day mene fir majak me mobile no pucha fir kaha chalo rahn do.Unhone muje bulaya or kaha ke pen lo ek cheez note karo me samaj gaya ke bo muje apna number dena chati hai to mene kaha ke rahn do menu number nahi chahida me ta majak kar reha c.Uhna ne keha ke kuj hor hai Number nahi hai.mene apne hand pe likh liya.mene kaha ye to mobile number hai to unhone muskara diya.mene kaha ke muje nahi chahiye mene hand se number mita diya .thodi der bad unhone muj se mere mobile liya or apna number usme add kar diya.
Ek mahine ke karib ho gaya mene mene kabhi unko call nahi ki ek din me bohot kush tha masti me ja raha tha mene aise hi unka number dial kar diya unki sister ne phone uthaya mene madam ka naam leke bulane ko kaha unhone kaha bo yaha nahi hai me kahi bahar hu mene kaha ke ap bohi ho na sika account mene hack kiya tha. Ye sunte hi bo mere sath ladne lagi baat kafi serious ho gai.Agle din jab me office aya to madam ek side me chup chap khadi thi. Me guse me tha per unki dara huya face dekh kar mera gussa chala gaya . Me kuch bola nahi bo boli ke kya bat hui muje bhi bata do kyo lade the tum dono.unko to kisi baat ka pata nahi tha.Next day unki sister ka phone aya or unhone muj se sorry bola.Uske bad mene kabhi unko phone nahi kiya.
Hum dono ek dusre kafi pasand karne lage the.muje apne se jiyada unki fiker ohti thi jab koi unko kuch bolta to muje bada gussa ata. Me madam ko kahta ke tum enko ulta jabab do me apke sath hu koi kuch nahi kahega.Bo ab sabko ulta jabab dene lagi.Per unko to kisi ko dantna bhi nahi ata tha bo bhi muje sikhana padta tha ke kis baat ka kya jabab dena hai actually bo dar jaati thi.
HAKA BAKA. Ek din lunch time hum baate kar rahe the to mene kaha ke ap good moring sabse pahle muje kiya karo bad me oro ko.Bo boli thik hai. Har roj sabse pahle muje wish karti muje bohot acha lagta.Ek madam ne kisi or ko mujse pahle good mornig kah diya me naraj ho gaya bad me maan gaya .lunch time baate pata nahi kya baat hui to madam ne kaha ke kl aisi Good morning bolugi ke tum HAKE BAKE rah jaoge . Mene pucha kesi to unhone kaha bo to kal pata chale ga. Me sari raat sochta raha ke bo kya karne bali hai. Kabhi sochta ke sayd kiss karengi me bada kush huya.Subah sabse pahle office me aa gaya sath si madam bhi aa gai bo to jaldi hi ati thi.Me dekh raha tha ke madam kuch bolengi per unhone kuch nahi bola.Mene office ka gate khol diya .madam ne muje good morning kaha to mene kaha ke ap to koi khas good morning karne bali thi to unhone kaha ke “Haa.. per hunt a tusi gate kholta Kal karangi. Dono Chup chap apna kaam karne lage.Next day fir me jaldi office aa gaya me madam bhi aagye me office ka gate kholne laga to madam ne kaha ke Good mornig nahi karni me unke sahme khada ho gaya muje laga ke bo abhi age aingi or muje kiss karengi.Per unhone apni dono Banhe aage ki or me unke pass aa gaya unhone muje piyara sa hug kiya or boli Good morning.Fir unhone kaha ke rah gaya na HAKA BAKA.mene kaha ke HAA. Ager bo tab muje kiss karti to sayd aj hum dono me etna piyar na hota. Bad me me sochta ke madam ne muj per etni jaldi viswas kar liya or muje kiss bhi kar di. To sayd me unke bare me galt sochta.
Jab Se humne HAKA BAKA kiya tab se muje unki har Dhakadn Mahsus hone lagi jab bhi bo udas hoti to mera dil bhi udas ho jata.jab bo preshan hoti to muje bhi feel hotne laga.Muje uski hamesha fiker hoti rahti.Shayd jab humne Hug kiya to humare dil aps me mil gaye to muje aisa feel hone laga.Suchi me jhuth nahi bol raha.
Unse baate karte din gujrte rahe. Bo bhi muj se apni sari baate share karne lagi. Fategrah Shahib me mele laga huya tha. Sadko pe kafi ronak hoti thi mene office me pucha ke ye mela kis chiz ka lagta hai to madam ne muje Eske bare me Bataya or kaha last day usne bhi jana hai.Usne last day se ek din pahle jana tha baha unke relative rahte hai.Usne muje bhi ane ko kaha mai bhi tiyar ho gaya .
US DIN JAB MADAM OFFICE SE JANE LAGI TO GATE SE MUD KAR MUJSE KAHNE KAL FATEGRAH SAHIB JARUR ANA . BO SEEN ME AJ TAK NAHI BHULA KAISE BO MUD KAR AAI OR KESE MUJE ANE KO KAHA. PAHLE TO ME SAYAD NA JATA PER AB TO CHAHE MAUT BHI AA JATI MUJE ROK NAHI SAKTI THI.
FATHGRAH SHAHIB ME MILNA: mene apne brother ko kaha ke bo mere sath jaye par usko time pe chuti nahi mili to mera ek dost mere sath gaya.Usko isliye le gaya ke bo pahle bhi ja chukka hai.me itna khush kabhi nahi huya jitna us din tha bus me jate jate me sochta ja raha tha ke pahli bar kisi ladki ko milunga.Muje usse piyar ho gaya tha na muje pata tha na use . hum dono ek dusre ke just dost the. Bo bhi muje apna best friend hi sahmjti thi.Jab me Fathgrah shahib pahucha to mene phone kiya unhone kaha ke bo Jyoti Sroop Gurudware me hai.Jo ladka mere sath tha usnme kaha ke usko pata hai kon sa Gurudwara hai. Hum jaldi jaldi baha gaye per bo baha nahi thi mene bohot Dhunda.Fir me Gurdware me gaya matha tek ke Thandi burj hai baha khada ho gaya . Baha se mene phone kiya to usne kaha ke bo to abhi v bahi hai. Mene kaha ke hum Thandi burj wale Gurudware me hai.Usko samaj nahi aa rahi thi ki kon sa Gurudwara hai. Pata toh tha but confuz ho gait hi PAGAL.
Bo ladka kahta ke yahi gurudwara hai. Me baha se Bahr aa gaya Mobile kan me laga ke usko PAGLO ki tarh Dhundta raha per bo baha kese hoti. JYOTI SROOP GURUDWARA TO DUSRA tha Na to use pata laga na muje. Me use Thandi burj wale gurudware me dhundta raha . Dhundte-2 karib ek hour ho chukka tha per dhund nahi paya kabhi uske brother ko phone pe leta to kabhi usko.Muje to dar lag raha tha ke bo nahi milegi.Ab bo waha se jane lage kafi time ho gaya tha bo kitne bahane bana ke baha mera wait kar rahi thi. Mene ek admi se pucha to usne kaha ke BHO GURUDWARA to dusra hai to me jaldi baha se bhag lya sadk pe kafi jaam laga huya tha Muje kuch nahi pata chal raha tha bas me to use dekhne ke liye Bechen tha bas ek bar use dekh lu.Dusra Gurudwara kafi door tha me mobile band kar ke jaldi jaldi baha jaa raha tha mera dost piche rah gaya per me ruka nahi. Jab gurudwara thodi dur rah gaya to mene phone kiya . Baha sadk pe yellow color ka banner laga huya tha mene kaha ke me baha aa gaya to usne kaha ke bo bhi bahi khadi hai. Per mujko bo nahi dikhi. Bo boli ke Gurudware ke main gate per aa jao to me baha gaya tab bhi nahi dikhi.Per usne muje dekh liya tha. BAS yahi meri problem hai bo muje hamesa Dhund leti hai per me nahi Dhund pata. Or usko kabhi sahi location batani nahi aati hamesa confuse kar deti hai. Me uske pas gaya tab me pasine se bilkul bhig chukka tha.BO BAHA PE SIMPLE SA SUTE PAHNE HAND ME HAND DAL KE THODI SIDE ME JHUKI HUI KHARI KITNI PIYARI LAG RAHI THI.BO SEEN BHI ME KABHI NAHI BHUL SAKTA. Mene apne pocket se do chocolate nikali or use dedi. Fir men eek 10rs ka note liya or kaha ke us per apna naam likh do.sala baha kisi ke pass pen hi nahi tha.Me sabhi se pen magne laga. Ek admi se pen liya or usko diya usne apna naam likha .Usne hole se kaha ke mene ……… likha hai muje samj nahi aai. Tab mene kaha ye kya likha hai usne kaha ke ye mera dusra naam hai.mene kaha oh! Uske niche mene apna naam likh diya or fir bo jaane lagi kahne lagi ke bo golgappe khane ke bahane se aai hai sabhi car me bethe hai jane ke liye to me kese rok sakta tha. Fir mene Gurudare me gaya or bo 10rs ka note baha dan peti me dal diya or BABA ji se kaha ke humari dosti kabhi na khatam ho.uske bad Lunger khaya bohot bhukh lagi thi subah se jo bhag raha tha .
Fir hum har roj phone per baate karte rahe.Usne apna mobile le liya tha.Bo office se ghar jane ko niklti to mera office me dil nahi lagta tha .jaldi se ghar jake use baate karne ko man karta tha.Boh abhi ghar pahuchti nahi thi mera phone pahle aa jata tha . Bo kahti “hune ta aai hai aje ander jaa rahi hai ruk ja thodi der nu gal karange.
Mere exam the to mene office se chutti le li.Ab me ghar pe bor ho jata. Bar Bar usko call karta rahta. Akeli hone ke karn bo busy rahti thi to baat nahi kar paati thi. Me use danta rahta tha. Jab free hoti to khud call karti or puchti ”Kinna syllabus ho gaya . Je paper chad ke aya ta teriya hadiya tod da gi.” Muje lalch deti thi kahti” jado syllabus pura ho gaya ta tenu ek jor ke HAKA BAKA milega”.Thodi der bad call kar ke puchdi Kinna yaad ho gaya .
Jab exam de ker aata to sabse pahle Us se milne jata bho mera Paper check karti ager pura na kita hunda ta menu jor nal chaped mardi.fer agla Q puchdi. Kabhi Kabhi to jaan buj kar bol deta ke kuj nai kita sara exam chad ta fer usda mud off ho janda Usnu dar lagda ke eh Fail na ho jaye.Sala blame us te ayega.
Exam ke bad me office ane laga .Jab bhi me bazaar jata to uske liye kuch na kuch le kar aata. Ab to bho ap hi kah deti ke mera hair clip Kharab ho gaya le ke aana. Meri pocket ka bhi khiyal rakhti thi. Bas choti choti kuyashi hoti uski. Bho meri bhot care karti thi.
Ab har roj jab bhi muje bhukh lagti to me uske parse se uska lunch nikal leta or dono ekthe beth kar khate. Office me jab koi problem hoti dono mil ke solve karte.Aisa hi chalta raha.Meri life kafi had tak achi ho gai ladkiyo ke bare me meri thinking change ho gai. Hum har roj Gurudware Jate. Baha usne ek bar muje apne hath se pani pilaya tha. Bo parsaad le ke andi te me used hatha cho le lenda. Menu kahndi apna parssad ap le kea a.Me keha me tat ere to hi Lava ga. Ek bari asi Gurudware de barande ch beth gaye Ek Baba ji aye sanu kahnde ethe nahi bethna chalo etho oh nal hi okhi ho ke bol pai ke ja rahe hai. Oh kadi nahi dardi jo dil ch hunda oh hi kardi kise di parwah nahi c usnu mere to elava.
Bhalu & Chuha. Baate karte karte pata nahi use kya huya usne mera naam Bhalu rakh diya me thoda mota hu na.Bho Meri tarah golu molu hona chahti thi.Usne kaha tum bhi mere koi naam rakh do. Mene kaha ke kal soch ke rakhunga.Bho patli thi to uska naam mene Chuha Rakh diya
Hum hamesa baat karte ki Humne dosti ki koi galt to nahi es liye Dost to kabhi bhi uske ghar aa jaa sakta hai. Pahle me uske ghar gaya . Unka Cooler kharab ho gaya tha usne bahane se muje apne ghar bulaya.Aise me unke ghar me sabhi se ghul mill gaya . Jab bhi humara dil karta ek dusre ko dekhne ko me uske ghar chala jata. Bo bhi ek bar mere ghar ai thi. Hume ek computer course join kar liya ab hum har roj milte ekthe class me jaate khub maje karte. Es bich bo kitni bar mere ghar aai. Humare ghar walo ko bhi koi pareshani nahi thi hum bas ache dost the. Hum ek bar ek collage me gaye baha sari road khali thi bo kahne lagi chalo accident karvaye. Usne mera hath apne hath me le ke road pe chalne lage road pe jaati gadiyo wale humko dekhne lage. Us din bada maja aya. Usko bilkul dar nahi tha per muje dar lag raha tha .Pagal Chuha.
Ek baat na muje pata na use pata Humne pata nahi kab ek dusre ko I LOVE YOU kaha. Or kisne pahle kaha.Bas piyar Ho gaya .
Me jab bhi computer per game khelta ya movies dekhta to bo muje pakd leti. Me baat karte karte Hu Ha karta rahta. Bo bolti “ kehdi game khed reha” Fer menu kahndi “KUTTA KAMINA RAMJADA MERE NAL GALL NAI KARDA SARA DIN GAME KHED DA RANDA HAI.” Asi dono ek duje nu bohot piyar karde ha ate karde raha ge. Per asi dove viyah nahi kar sakde c.Sadi cast different hai na. Usde ghar de used lai munda labde rahnde oh menu kahndi aj mere lai munda dekhan gaye ne. Usnu marriage to dar lagda c. Oh kahndi me viyah nahi karvana. Me ohnu samjanda ke eh ta kudiya nu karvana penda. Oh mere te sabot jiyada trust kardi hai menu kahndi tu mere menu kise are gare nal ta nahi jaan devenga .Mere ghade tam era viyah bina dekhe kar denge tu munde bare sab kuj pata kar le ga na. Menu bohot piyar anda us te. Kadi menu kahndi tu menu le ja jive marji kar mere ghardiya nu mana le per oh v jandi c ke ohna ne nahi manna. Ohna di restedari ch problem ho jaani c ta kar ke oh v chup ho jandi te me bhi.Hun me kive ohna de ghar nu kharab kar sakda c. Me nahi chanda c ke asi kite baj jaiye es nal sade dova de ghar waleya nu bohot nuksan hona c. Me apne dil ute pather rakh ke usnu kahnda ke tu ghar diya di marji nal viyah karba le. Bas mere to hun likhiya nahi jaa reha menu rona aa reha I MISS U CHUHE
October 15, 2010
Mera chuha bohot bhola hai sab di care karda hai apne ghardiya di khusi lai oh apniya khusiya pul gaya.Jado oh menu HAKA BAKA karda hai menu bohot acha lagda hai. Usda jid karma bohot acha lagda hai. Menu hamesa usdi fiker lagi rahndi hai.Oh bhi meri sab to jiyada fiker karda hai. Menu game khed da jado guse ho ke gala kad da hai menu bohot acha lagda hai . Kai bari ta me jaan ke jhuth bolda c ke me game khed reha ta jo oh menu gala kade. Mere chuhe nu English sikhan da bada shok hai mere nal apni tuti English bolda rahnda hai per usdi writing bohot achi hai. Me usnu ek letter likhan nu keha c. Ohne ena kuj likhiya us vich me aj bhi pad ke ro pena. Mera chuha menu song sunada ta menu bada acha lagda c. Oh bhangde wale sun ke mastic h thoda jiha lak matka ke nachdi hundi c. Jado phone te menu gane sunadi ta badi masti kardi c.Hun kon tere bhalu nu gane sunayega chuhe.
Chuha da style hi sab to alg c.
Menu kahndi
Oye … I love you
Oye … I love you
Jado tak me reply na karda menu kahndi rahndi je me reply na karda ta kahndi ek bari kah de. Je me kah dinda ta nachdi
Oye munda fas gaya oye..
Menu tang rahndi. Oh menu none bhi kahndi c. jive me bacha hova
Kahndi
None
None
None
I love you …kini piyari lagdi c oh
Oh kise di gal nahi mandi sirf meri hi gal mandi hai. Mere chuhe diya bohot khuyaisa ne menu afsos rahe ga me aj take k bhi puri nahi kar sakiya. Us nu India acha nahi lagda jithe cast nu le ke do dila nu Milan nahi dinde. Oh hamesha forn jana chahndi hai. Us pagal nu eh nahi pata ke uthe bi jindgi sokhi nahi. Jado bhi mera chuha ruth janda hai ta me manada ha. Me us diya akha ch ek hanju v nahi dekh sakda jado oh rondi hai ta menu bohot dukh hunda hai. Me chuhe bina nahi rah sakda.
Akhri din jado chuhe ne menu bulaya us di mahndi dekhan us din ghar aa ke me bohot udas ho gaya ke chuha menu chad ke jaa reha hai. Me us nu dulhan de kapdiya vich dekhana c per kive dekhda eh bohot muskil cmere lai. Usdi mang ch sindur kive da lagega kive di lagdi honi oh singar kar ke. Me kuj v nahi dekh sakiya kas me eh sab kuj dekhan to pahal hi duniya cho chala janda. Koi ena karib aa ke jado dur janda hai bohot dukh hunda hai. Asi dove hun kive apni jindgi kata ge sanu nahi pata. Menu ena pata asi dove ek duje to bina nahi rah sakde. Mera chuha hamesa khus rahe.
MENU MAF KAR DE CHUHE ME TERE LAI KUJ V NAHI KAR SAKIYA
I LOVE YOU CHUHE HAMESA
HAKA BAKA BADE BALA
I MISS YOU
so..... its reals........ love is so beautiful.........
ReplyDeleteYa its real
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