29 oct 2010

29 October 2010

                              

    Chuhe mis u. Mere dil ch har time tere nal bitaye pal ande rahnde ne. Kive tu mere nal lad di hundi c. Dono computer center jande c. Tu kive guru(dost) nu esara kar ke bulaya c. Center ch tu menu haka baka kita c. Her pal jo tere nal bitaye ne menu bohot yad ande ne. Hun mera chuha apne husband nal majak karega.Apni jindgi de Her pal us nal share karega.Menu bohot jalus ho rahi hai metho bardash nai ho reha. Hun ta oh hi tera sab kuj hai. Bas oh teri mere to v jiyada care kare.Kade tenu gusa na hove teri har gal mane. Tu mere to jiyada us nu piyar kare ta jo tu menu pul jave.Menu jals ta hundi hai per mera ki hai me te faltu ha. Bas mera chuha kush rahe chahe es lai menu koi v kimat kyo na chukani pave. Kade kade dil karda me bohot dur chala ja kise nu v na pata lage mere bare. Per mere chuhe ne menu apne nal rahn da vada liya c sale ne marn joga v nai chadiya.Bas ek bar tenu khus dekh la tera ghar set ho jave fer tu menu pul jave te me es duniya nu pul ja ga.Bas me hun jaldi akha band karna chahna. Me mar ke v tere kol hi raha ga.Jado tak tu ethe hai me v ethe raha ga.Je kise ne tenu kuj kega ta me usnu jaan to marda ga. Sab to phla teri sas nu tang kara ga.Fer teri nanan nu cheda ga usdi chori chori us di chumi le la ga.Tenu v nai das da.Har roj use nu cheda ga.Per ek gal hai me kise nu tere nal nai dekh saka ga. Bas es gal nu le ke me har roj pata nai kine bar marda huna. Tera bhalu bilkul tut gaya.Koi maksd nai reha hun mera menu kuj nai chahida bas teri ek avaj sunan nu me tars gaya. Jaldi aja chuhe jaldi aja kite ai na hove ke teri avaj sunan to pahla meri avaj hamesa lai band ho jaan mis u lado. 

2:7pm

gudafternun chuhe.Chuhe teri bohot yad aa rahi hai.Aj mera din nai lang reha teri wait ch eh din rat bohot bade ho gaye lagnde hi nai.Me jado v koi song sunda ta tu mere akha sahmne aa jandi hai.Me koi v song sunda hi nai.Rati 8 baje so jana na tv dekhda na koi game khed da.Hun ta Kuj karn nu v dil nai karda.

Hun ta bhalu di life tere to hi suru tere te hi khatm hai. Menu koi khusi nai chahidi na hi me kade viyah karna mumy nu ape sanbh len ge.Me apni sari life teri yad ch hi katni chahna.Pls tu v mere te jor na pai.Menu koi khusi nai chahidi me bas teriya yada de sahare jee la ga.Me agle janam tak teri wait kara ga. Es wari ta me tere layak hi nai c na me tenu koi kushi de sakiya na de sakda. Agle janam ch paka tu meri hove gi na pls. Bohot dard hunda menu me das v nai sakda.Tu na menu yad kari tu te kise nu keh v nai sakdi. Tu apne ghar wal diyan de.Me tenu kade nai dasna chahnda ke mere te ki bit rahi hai.Nai ta mera chuha udas ho je ga. Jado mar ja ga udo tenu eh blog da pata lage pahla na lage.Tu meri tansn na lavi menu kuj nai hunda tu apni life enjoy kar aj tak tu bohot dukh dekhe ne.Eh mere to elava hor koi nai janda tu v nai jandi.