Sunday, October 31, 2010

31 oct 2010

31 October 2010
       Good evening chuhe
  Sorry aj me savere busy c ta karke hun computer te betha.Aj me tere ghar giya c.
Do din ho gaye me mote naal gal nahi kiti c.kal jado me tere ghar cal kiti ta mote ne phone chukiya.
 Oh kahndi c ke es bar nahi ana per oh aa gai. Me us naal jiyada gal nahi kiti me tere mumy nal gal karn nu kahta c.Chuhe jado v me eh blog likhda ta me bohot ronna teriya sariya galla menu yaad aan lag peniya. Hun ta me v teriya yaada nu chadna nahi chahnda.
Aj saver to menu teri bohot fiker ho rahi hai.Tu kala kam kar ke thak janda hovega pata nahi koi tera sath v dinda hai ke nahi sare teri care karde ta hai na. Pata nahi menu ai lag raha ke tu uthe ja ke fas gai hai.Tenu ghar v gal karan nahi dinde tere naal naal rahnde ne ke tu kade ghar deya nu kuj kah na deve. Tenu bas nokra vangu rakhde ne. Tera khasam v tera sath nahi dinda. Husdiya akha band ne usnu nahi dikhda ke tu kina kam kardi hai. Andeya hi tenu koi khusi nahi mili per hun ta tera dil laa sakde ne saliya ne noker bana ke rakhiya hoya. Tenu ghare v aan nahi dinde ohna nu pata ke tere bad sale pukhe mar jaan ge. Pahla ta kahnde c ke ohna ne noker rakhe ne hun kithe gaye noker.Saliya nu free di noker mil gai na hun.
Aj mera mud bohot kharav hai ta hi me savere kuj nahi likhna chahnda c me ohna nu gala hi kadinya ne menu gusa aa reha jee karda uthe aa ke saliya nu mar dava. Ek bar tu aa ja pahla menu sab kuj das ki chalda hai uthe. Jina menu pata lagiya us to ta menu eho lagda ke ohna nu kutna pena.Baki tu pahla aa ke das kive ne sare.

      Aj me jado tere ghar giya ta koi nahi c me sida uper giya te pump nu thik karan lag gaya. Me tere chahe de munde nu uper bula liya. Fer oh chhaa le ke aya me us naal tere bare gala kitiya oh kah reha c ke tusi Diwali nu kina enjoy karde c. Hor v bohot gala kitiya menu tere bare gal kar ke bohot acha lag reha c.ME us nu keha ki diwali to agle din me uthe ava ga sare kathe mil ke patakhe chalanva ge.Mere chuhe nu me thodi ji khusi te de sakda us din.Me apne chuhe nu pahla bangu masti karde dekhna chahna. Me aj sami tere mumy naal v bohot gala kitiya mobile te. Mote ne menu bulaya c mera dil nahi kita jaan nu ta me nahi gaya.
      
         Aj pahli bar me eh sab likhde hoye nahi roya kyo ki aj menu bohot gusa aa reha tere sale gande soreya te.
Chal tu jaldi aa ja  me bohot gala karniya ne. Hun jado tu avega ta me har sec tere nal gal kara ga ek sec v tenu dur nahi hon dava ga.


                                             Tere naina warge nain kitho mul le laiye
      
Suchi chuhe mere chuhe warga koi nahi i love you.

          Gud 9t I love you Haka Baka bade bala Missss u sab to jiyada rab to v jyada  

Saturday, October 30, 2010

30 oct 2010

30 October 2010
            Gud morng chuhe. I L U.
  rati bohot yaad aa rahi c ke me sari rat ronda reha.Me apni jindgi di sab to anmol chiz kise hor nu de ti.Tera soch soch ke pagal ho gaya.Mera chuha sir te chuni lenda hai ta bohot sohna lagda hai.Hun ta teri maang ch sindur v hovega nal sir te chuni kina sohna lagda hovega menu eh soch soch ke rona anda ke tenu me dekh nai sakda.Dekha ga v kive tu hun kise hor da ho gaya.Mere to bardash nai ho reha ki kara me.Hun ta me bil kul behla ho gaya mera mobile v hun chup rahnda hai.Ek hafte bad charge karna penda.Mera saber bil kul khat ho chuka.Me kis lai jeeva ga hun mera ethe koi kam nai bas hun me ethe nai rahna.
 Me tenu kise hor di hoi nai dekh sakda. Je tu mere sahmne aa gaya ta me mar jana.Me kive dekha ga tenu. Jo mera hunda c oh kise hor da ho gaya. Me nai hun rah sakda. Me her secnd tenu yaad karda. Andro bil kul mar chuka bas sab nu juthi muthi has ke dikha dena. Bas me tenu kise hor di hona bardas nai kar pa reha tu bohot dur ho gaya chuhe. Hun muskil hai dona da milna. Bas ek bar tenu mil ke me hamesa lai dur chala jana chahna. I mis u chuhe bohot sara

12:7pm
chuhe bohot yaad aa rahi hai.Saver to mera dil boho udas hai.Har pal hunda per hun ta hor v jiyada ho reha.Dil ch dard ho reha tu ta thik hai na pls tu thik reha kar. Kade v udas na hoya kar her pal khus reha kar chahe koi v dukh hove. Me har pal tenu mahsus karda je tu khus rahe ga ta mere dil ch dard nai hoyega per oh hamesa teri yaad ch jalda rahega.

Wen U r lonely, m sad..
Wen U r happy, m glad..
Remember that what ever U feel i feel it twice..
So if U miss me 1ce,
I Miss U 2ce:-)…
   
    Means jo tu feel karegi me tere nalo dubble feel kara ga ta pls kade dukhi ja udas na hovi
You may miss me.
You May Ignore Me.
You May Even 4get Me
But 1Day If U
Want To C Me, Don’t Search Anywhere
Just Watch Ur Shadow
I Will B there..

In the flower my rose is you.
In the jewel my diamond is you.
In the sky my moon is you.
I am body my heart is you.
That’s why I always miss you.

Whenever I miss You,
I wont look for you in my dreams
or try to hear your voice in your messages.
I just put my right hand across my chest and feel you
   

                                             Chuhe

ek wari haan karde soniye
ek wari haan karde soniye
tere bin na lagda dil niii ki kariye
tenu vekhn nu tarse tera bhalu niii adiye.
Tenu yaad karan pal pal me …
Na saka judaiya chal me…
ek wari haa karde soniye
ek wari haa karde soniye
kite kale beth ke galla kariye g karda
tu ki jaane tere te kina me marda.
 naa sohne mukh to  le de
ek wari apna keh de
ek wari haa karde soniye
ek wari haa karde soniye

suchi chuhe.
I miss u bohot bohot sara.
Tere bina lagda na gg chuhe.

Friday, October 29, 2010

29 oct 2010

29 October 2010
                              
    Chuhe mis u. Mere dil ch har time tere nal bitaye pal ande rahnde ne. Kive tu mere nal lad di hundi c. Dono computer center jande c. Tu kive guru(dost) nu esara kar ke bulaya c. Center ch tu menu haka baka kita c. Her pal jo tere nal bitaye ne menu bohot yad ande ne. Hun mera chuha apne husband nal majak karega.Apni jindgi de Her pal us nal share karega.Menu bohot jalus ho rahi hai metho bardash nai ho reha. Hun ta oh hi tera sab kuj hai. Bas oh teri mere to v jiyada care kare.Kade tenu gusa na hove teri har gal mane. Tu mere to jiyada us nu piyar kare ta jo tu menu pul jave.Menu jals ta hundi hai per mera ki hai me te faltu ha. Bas mera chuha kush rahe chahe es lai menu koi v kimat kyo na chukani pave. Kade kade dil karda me bohot dur chala ja kise nu v na pata lage mere bare. Per mere chuhe ne menu apne nal rahn da vada liya c sale ne marn joga v nai chadiya.Bas ek bar tenu khus dekh la tera ghar set ho jave fer tu menu pul jave te me es duniya nu pul ja ga.Bas me hun jaldi akha band karna chahna. Me mar ke v tere kol hi raha ga.Jado tak tu ethe hai me v ethe raha ga.Je kise ne tenu kuj kega ta me usnu jaan to marda ga. Sab to phla teri sas nu tang kara ga.Fer teri nanan nu cheda ga usdi chori chori us di chumi le la ga.Tenu v nai das da.Har roj use nu cheda ga.Per ek gal hai me kise nu tere nal nai dekh saka ga. Bas es gal nu le ke me har roj pata nai kine bar marda huna. Tera bhalu bilkul tut gaya.Koi maksd nai reha hun mera menu kuj nai chahida bas teri ek avaj sunan nu me tars gaya. Jaldi aja chuhe jaldi aja kite ai na hove ke teri avaj sunan to pahla meri avaj hamesa lai band ho jaan mis u lado. 

2:7pm
gudafternun chuhe.Chuhe teri bohot yad aa rahi hai.Aj mera din nai lang reha teri wait ch eh din rat bohot bade ho gaye lagnde hi nai.Me jado v koi song sunda ta tu mere akha sahmne aa jandi hai.Me koi v song sunda hi nai.Rati 8 baje so jana na tv dekhda na koi game khed da.Hun ta Kuj karn nu v dil nai karda.

Hun ta bhalu di life tere to hi suru tere te hi khatm hai. Menu koi khusi nai chahidi na hi me kade viyah karna mumy nu ape sanbh len ge.Me apni sari life teri yad ch hi katni chahna.Pls tu v mere te jor na pai.Menu koi khusi nai chahidi me bas teriya yada de sahare jee la ga.Me agle janam tak teri wait kara ga. Es wari ta me tere layak hi nai c na me tenu koi kushi de sakiya na de sakda. Agle janam ch paka tu meri hove gi na pls. Bohot dard hunda menu me das v nai sakda.Tu na menu yad kari tu te kise nu keh v nai sakdi. Tu apne ghar wal diyan de.Me tenu kade nai dasna chahnda ke mere te ki bit rahi hai.Nai ta mera chuha udas ho je ga. Jado mar ja ga udo tenu eh blog da pata lage pahla na lage.Tu meri tansn na lavi menu kuj nai hunda tu apni life enjoy kar aj tak tu bohot dukh dekhe ne.Eh mere to elava hor koi nai janda tu v nai jandi.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

28 oct 2010

28 October 2010   
                                      Death can not stop true love, 
                         it can only delay it for a little while

                         Love is like water; We can fall in it.
                We can drown in it. And we can't live without it.


                         Hi chuhe I missss you. Teriya gala bohot yaad andiya ne. Kal rat mote nal gal kiti c teri koi khaber nahi mili. Fer me tere mumy nu cal kiti ohna ne bhi keha ke teri koi cal nahi ai. Menu her pel teri fiker rahndi hai sale kamine. Pata nahi tu kado sudrega apni life ch hamesa koi na koi problm le ke betha rahna.Mera dil nahi lagda yar me hor nahi jena chahnda bas bohot ho gaya.Metho tere bin nahi reha janda.
       Menu boot jals hundi hai jado me tere te tere husband bare sochda. Tu ta hun us kol hi rahna usnu hi apniya sariya problem dasniya use nal her khusi gam share karna. Her muvment us nal rahna. Menu bohot jals hundi hai. Mera chuha mere to dur ho gaya Pata nahi oh hun menu pahla bangu  samjegi ke nahi. Me sayad hun oh ahmiyat nahi rakha ga tere lai. Chal chad tu khus rahe yar menu hor kuj nahi chahida per fer v menu jals ta hundi hai chahe me tere layk nahi ha.

5:18pm
           Me hune mote nal gal kiti c oh kahndi ke tusi uthe noker rakh liya te tu hun uhna nu kam karn lai v bol deni hai. Mera chuha enihimat bala ho gaya menu bohot khusi ho rahi hai tu bas piyar nalsab to kam karva liya kar. Guse nalta koi kam nai hunda sago ladai hundi hai piyar nal sab kuj ho janda. Sariya to kam liya kar apni gandi sas to v kuj na kuj karva liya kar. Sabji hi katn lai de diya kar te kapdiya (cloths) teh laan lai us kol rakh diya kar. Keh diya ker mumy ji bethe bethe kapde thik kar do baki me ape kar lava gi tu bas piyar nal sariya janvra nu kabu kar le. Kise nu v tane na mari je koi kuj kahe ta has ke tal diya ker ape sare teri tarif karn lag jange ..tu laga rah jado tu bil kul set ho gai. Puri tra khusi nal rahn lag pai menu v chain aa jabega. Bas fer me es duniya cho jana chahna. Tera bhalu bas naa da jee reha andro ta mar gaya kado da. Jaldi eh jindgi khatam hove te agle janam ch me tere nal raha. I misssssssssssssssssssssssssssss u bohot sara
      Jaldi aa ja me teri pagla wangu wait kar reha jaldi so jana ta ke jaldi agla din ave .
I love u chuhe

Jehde hasde ne bohota, dilo tute hunde ne,
uhna piyar ch khade bade fat hunde ne,
 roj mahfila sajaunde sare jag nu hasande ne,
per kehda jane andro oh hare hunde ne,
dine khusiya lutande rati dolde ne hanju,
bahro disde jiunde per andro mare hunde ne,




Wednesday, October 27, 2010

27 oct 2010

27 October 2010
                  Chuhe bohot yaad aa rahi hai jee karda aj me mar hi java metho eh dukh hor bardas nahi ho reha.
Kal tenu bohot miss kita me mote nal line te c per tusi cal  recive hi nahi kiti.Mera dil nahi lag reha c. Menu har tha tu yad andi hai. Aj me dost de ghar giya c uthe me teri yaad vich khoya hoyac oh menu bulande rahe menu kuj v pata nahi chal reha c. usne aa ke menu hath nal fad ke bulaya ta pata laga. Aj Sham nu me cha peen laga ta oh garm c me apna gilas ek side te rakh ta thodi der nu me apne brother da cup chuk ke cha peen lag piya menu pata hi nahi chaliya tere khiyala ch khoya rahna. Pata hi nahi lagda menu me ki karna te ki kar reha.
        
       Kal da me soch reha tu kis hal ch hovegi. Sara din kam krdi rahni ai thak gaya hona mera chuha. Menu pata tu utho jaldi aan lai thadph rahi hai. Menu teri bohot tansan ho rahi hai me kar v kuj nahi sakda. Aj me soch raha c ke je me tere ghar servent ban ke aa java. Aive ta  me  teri help ker sakda. Sara kam me kar liya kara ga te rati me ghar aa java ga.Per me tenu uthe us nal kive dekha ga maer java ga me. Fer me sochiya ke oh mere nalo ta vadiya hai me tere layak hi nai c. Chal me eh dard v sah la ga. Per ki me aive kar saka ga tere uthe je kise nu pata lag giya ta tere ghar kharab ho jana. Koi bhi apne riste nu nahi samj sakda. Je me uthe ava ta kise nu sak ta nahi hovega ek bar me try ta kar ke dekha ga. Tu bas kade mere nal gal na kari na meri side lavi sago menu dant ke kam karva liya kari. Yar me sochda ta bohot kuj ha per kar nahi sakda pls raba menu eh karn di himat davi. Mere chuhe nu niki g v problem na hove uthe.

   Aj me sise ch apne ap nu dekhiya ta laga ke suchi me tere nal changa nahi lagda . meti ta koi oqkat hi nahi c na hai ki tu meri hundi.
           Bas es tute je dil nu le ke koi jindgi thode lagndi hai. Us lai sab kuj chahida jo mere kol hai hi nahi fer me kida soch liya ke kas tu meri hundi. But I always love u miss u bohot sara aj roon nu bohot dil kar reha.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

26 October 2010
                               Chuhe kal rati mote nal gal hoi c.Us ne menu uthe da sara hal dasiya.Sale tu te menu kahndi rahi ki tu khus hai. Mere to kyo chupaya tera uthe dil nai lagda.Menu bohot dukh hai ke mere chuhe nal aive hunda oh ta kahndi c ke me sariya nal bana ke rakha gi.Per hor sale ta apniya harkta to waj nahi ande fer kasur bahu da kad de ne.Uhna nu bahu di nahi ek noker di lod c jo free kam kar sake.Tenu ena v time nahi dinde ke tu apni mumy nal gal kar lave sara din kam ch lagi rahe bas. Kam karna ta chahida hai per nal koi ta sath deve sare mil ke hasde khed de kam karn ta kam da pata nahi chalda.Per sala koi teri help nahi karda aje ta tera chuhda v nahi utriya.Koi v tera sath nahi dinda tu kali kam kardi rahni ai uhna nu sharam v nahi andi navi bahu jis nu andiya hi kam la ta. Me manda ke problem c pahla per hun ta nahi uhna de koi mariya sale kamine. Ek daka v nahi tod de sara kam tere te pa ta tenu ek min ek min v nahi milda ke kise nu cal hi kar lave.je phone v kardi hai ta sale picho awaj maran lagde ne ke kite tu kise nu apna hal na das deve. Tere nal hi aive kyo hoya tu ta kahndi c ke ariya nu khus rakhe gi per sale mil ke tenu khus nahi rakh sakde sale harami.Mera chuha kithe pass gaya.Kasam nal je ohna ne aive hi rakhiya ta me uthe aa ke teri sas nu pahla maraga sali kamini.tenu noker samjde ne sare tera kasam v nahi kah sakda sala kuta ohnu nahi dikhda tu kali sara din lagi rahni hai koi v thodi j help nahi karda. Aj me kahna ke tu sariya to bakh ho je sare apna apna kam karn fer pata lage ga.Teri oh nanan sali mar gai teri help nahi kar sakdi. Yar eh duniya bohot gandi hai je koi ab nal mil ke rahna chahnda hai ta v nahi rahn dinde. Tu ghare aa ke roi c menu pata mera chuha kam kr kar ke thak jand koi puchda v nahi unu.Viyah de pahle din to hi dukh dekh rahi hai kato kat hun ta chain nal jeen den yar. Yar ek min tak di vehl nahi dinde oh ke apni mumy nal gl ta kar len den sale tenu vehla nahi dekh sakde Metho hor kuj nahi boliya janda bas teri sari problem jado tak thik nhi hundi menu chain nhi milda tu jaldi aa ja me tenu dasa ga kive hora nu samjana ke ohna nu v sharm ave. Nere chuhe nu ta eh v nahi pata sala ganda hun me hamesa tere nal ta nahi rah sakda.tenu ap dimag lana pena.
   Misssss you tu jaldi aa jamenu pata tu utho aa lai kina thadf rahi hai tu thak jani ai sara din.ohna nu samj nahi andi ke tu v ta ensan hai masin nahi.


Menu aj koi khusi nahi aj tera pahla karva choth da fast hai.Per tera dil bilkul tut giya hona menu pata. Tu dari na me kuj karda. Menu pata ta hunda tu sochdi hai ke me rab ha ke menu ape pata lag je ga per nai lagda kyoki me rab nahi chuhe tu bas jaldi aa ja tere nal gal kar ke hi menu pata lagna tu aa ja pls

Monday, October 25, 2010

25 oct 2010

25 October 2010
                                             JISMA DE NAHI
                        SUCHE PIYAR CH RUHA DE MEL HUNDE NE
                     ENA AKHA CH TU HI BASIYA RAHEGA CHUHE
                                      JINA CHIR EH KHULE NE
                              I MISS YOU CHUHE BOHOT SARA

         Chuhe aj bohot yaad aa rahi hai me tere ghar giya c menu tere mumy to pata laga ke tera uthe dil nahi lag reha. Sun ke bohot dukh hoya per tu fiker na kar thode dina ch ape dil lag je ga.Aje uthe da mohol kharab hai nal tere lai nava hai. Tenu jado v koi problem hove ta apne bhalu nal bitaye oh khusi wale din yaad kar liya kar tera dil khus ho javega. Tenu kuj himat ta milegi. Tu hun eh sochiya kar ke tu sab kuj kar sakdi hai. Tenu lagda je koi tere nal hove ta tu sab kar le gi per kale nahi kar sakdi. Tu kali kar sakdi hai tu soch liya ker bhalu tere piche khada hai teri help lai bas tu tensn na liya kar.
                        
                        TERE NAAL PYAR BHALU NU TERE NAL PYAR
                       KADE V JUDDA NA HOWAGE MERE SONE YAAR
            DIL V DETA CHUHE NU..JAAN V TERE TE HAS KE LUTAWAGA
                 VADA TERE NALL AKHRI SHA TAK SAATH NIBAWAGA
  
 Chuhe jado me ohna rastiya cho lagnda jithe apa dove jande c menu bohot miss karda. Jee karda uthe hi betha raha. Jado us park kolo lagnda jethe me chuhe nal betha c ta menu lagda ke mera chuha uthe betha hona.Jithe janda tere pulekhe pende ne.I LOVE YOU CHUHE Aj tere nal gal karan nu bohot dil kar reha.Kash teri call ave aj menu.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

24 oct 2010

                                            Good morning Chuhe
24 October 2010
          7:35am
       Aj me bohot khus ha mera chuha aa reha. Me sara din us nal gala kara ga. Per mote to naraj ha us ne aje tak meri gal nai karvai.Pata nai ki problem hi menu lagda chuhe da khasam us nal chipkiya rahnda hai. Kuj ta privacy deni chahidi hai yar ena v nai hunda kato kat apni sister nal hi kuj gal karni hove ek min v chuhe nu kale nahi chad de hone. Chuha v thoda ja time nai kad sakda mere lai.Me kal da hun tak chuhe di cal da wait kar reha.Usne ek bar v menu cal nahi kiti . chuhe ena kina busy rahna tu menu ek min lai cal nahi kar sakda tu me tere to bohot naraj ha.
    
        Good evening chuhe
8:00pm
           Chuhe me kado da tere phone di wait kar reha. Mote ne bhi koi mess nahi kita.Oh tere nal gal nai karva sakdi hun me us nu kade nahi kehnda. Tu jaldi aa ja chuhe tenu bohot miss karda. Dil nai lag reha kade kade menu lagda ke Chuhe Bhalu di story ethe hi khatam ho jaani hai. Hun pata nahi apa dove kado miliya kara ge. Sal ja 6 mahine bad mile gi.Tu ta gal v nai kar sakdi uthe sara din kam kardi rahndi hovegi. Mere chote je chuhe te kiniya jumebariya pe gaiya. Jandiya hi musibata ne gher liya.
  Mera noughty ja chuha kithe es duniya ch gum ho gaya.Jehda sara din mastiya karda c. Song chalda hove ta halka ja lak nu hila ke sir nu hilandi c. Usdi akha ch hamesa masti rahndi c. Chuha kade kise di nahi manda c. Mere chuhe ne apni jindgi ch hamesa dukh hi dekhe ne. Sari jindgi tansan ch reha hun v eho hi chal reha usnu khusi kado milegi.Me v aj tak kuj nahi kar paya us lai. Sago me v dukh hi dite ne us nu. Menu aj v oh sab kuj yad hai kina muskla ch tenu job karni pai sari umr sariya lai kiniya muskala da sahmna karna piya. Per aje v kahndi hai ke oh apne ghar lai kuj nai kar saki pagal hai tu ta apne bare sab kuj pul ke hora di khusi lai kiniya musibata chukiya eh me hi janda tenu v kuj nai pata. Mera chuha bada himat bala hai aj tak kade oh piche nahi hatiya har muskil da sahmna kita hai te hun v kar rahi hai. Oh apne ap nu kamjor samjdi hai kahndi hai ke Bhalu to bina oh kuj nahi kar sakdi pagal hai tu me te aj tak tere lai kuj kita hi nai sago tu mere lai kina kuj kita.  Bhalu kamjor hai chuha nai per chuha manda nahi. Je us di tha hunda ta kado da har janda. Chuhe ch kuj kamiya han per fer bhi us de dil vich kise lai nafrat nahi. Sayd us diya eh kamiya dur karn lai menu rab ne us di jindgi ch pejiya hai Per me hi kuj nahi kar paya.Us de kine cha te kine dream c aj tak ek v me pura nahi kar sakiya. Hun tenu tera husband sariya khusiya de tusi hamesa bohot khus rahe es lai je menu v pulna pave ta me hamesa lai chuhe de dil cho nikal ja bas mere chuhe di har khusi puri ho jave.
   Chuhe je tere ghar lai tenu bhalu nu chadna pave ta chad di tu bas apne ghar diya khusiya bare sochi.
    Per tera bhalu tenu kade nahi chade ga tu hamesa mere dil ch rahegi tere to bina koi khusi mere kise kam di nahi. Tu basdi rahe bas es lai me kuj v karn lai tiyar ha.
Bas me ek bar tere mathe te bindi lagi dekhna chahna. Aj bohot yaad aa rahi hai teri . Mote ne v koi gal nahi kiti Oh mere dard nu kade nai samj sakdi.
        Acha chuhe Gud 9t HaKa BaKa bade bala Come soon

Friday, October 22, 2010

23 oct 2010

                                               Chuhe Good morning
23 October 2010

                       Chuhe kal tu menu bye kah ke nahi gaya.Me sara din mobile hath ch fad ke rakhiya cke teri call avegi .Tera husband sala kina kamina tere piche firda rahnda kato kat ethe ta tik ke beth janda apne ghare jo marji kare ethe ta tenu kali chadna c na kise naal koi gal karni hundi hai.Peroh v ki kare mera chuha hai hi kamal usnu dekh ke koi v mar je. Kal rat me motunalladiya v te apne kuj pal us naal share kite. Oh v ron lagpai honi paka. Aj mote ne tere kolo ana me kado di wait kar reha kado oh tere kol ave te me gal kara.Me bohot kuj puchna tere to menu haletak chain nahi aya na anda jado tak tere nal galnahi hundi pls Chuhe jaldi aa ja menu bohot yad andi hai.

            7:52pm gud evening chuhe
       Me te apne dukh mote nu das dina tu kinu dasegi tu menu yad na kariya kar menu pul ja je tu menu yad karegi ta tenu dukh v ta hovega me nai chahnda ke tu kade dukhi hove.
Baise bhi me tenu bohot tang kita hai tenu kine dukh dite ne. Me aj tak tenu kadi keha nahi per ek bari tu mere nal gal kar rahi c te me T.V dekh reha c tu mera wait kardi rahi song gandi rahi te song gande gande so gai per me tere nal gal nai kiti.Jado teri awaj band hoi ta me helo helo karda reha per tu so gai c. Menu apne ap te bada gusa aya ke me kina ganda ha chuha meri wait kar kar ke so gaya per me gal nai kiti menu apne ap te hun v bohot gusa aa reha me bohot kamina khudgrz ha.Mera chuha menu kina piyar karda us ne kade menu galt nai boliya per me kini wari chuhe nu guse hoya kini wari galaa kadiya per us ne kadi sikayt nahi kiti.SORRY CHUHE.
        Mere dil ch kina kuj chal reha ke tu mere naal gurudware jandi c per hun tu nahi ja sakegi. Gurudware ch jado sir te chuni lendi hai ta kini sohni lagdi hai. Me khiyala ch teri tasvir bana ke dekhi jana ki tu hun kive di lagdi hovegi. Jado tu mere sahmne avegi ta apne dova da ki hal hona tu menu haka baka karegi ke nahi.Tere hath ch paye chude nu dekha ga. Me kive apne ap nu control kara ga ke tu kise hor di ho chuki hai.Fer me apne ap nu samjana ke eh ta hona c per hun mera chuha uthe bohot khus rahe us nu ek niki g v taklif na hove. Tu uthe ja ke kise di fiker na kari sab kuj mere te chad de. Me ape sab kuj dekh la ga. Baise bhi me us din jado tu menu HAKA BAKA kita si apni jindgi  tere naam kar ti c. Hun eh bhalu bas tere lai hi jee reha.Menu apna koi cha nahi reha na kuj karn nu dil karda. Me apni maa nu v khus dekhna chahna per mera sara din rat teri yad ch langda hai.

 Hun yad kar kar ke roi jana. Pahla me ape pray karda c ke tera ghar kade na vikhre tere ghar di ezt bani rahe. Tutde tariya nu dekh ke tere lai pray karda c ke tenu sab piyar karn te teri marrige tere ghardiya di marzi naal hove.Tenu kade koi dukh na hove.
       Aj tere naal gal hoi hai tere hasdi di awaj suni ta menu bada acha lagiya.Aj me khub raj ke sovaga bohot din ho gaye menu jagde nu. Me aj jaldi so ja ga ta ki jaldi jaldi din nikle ta jaldi budwar ave teme tenu dekha.
     Jaldi aa ja chuhe tera bhalu bohot miss karda tenu
 Bye HakaBaKA bade wala gud 9t

22 oct 2010

22 October 2010


                  I hate you Chuhe But I miss u I always love you bohot sara

       


           Me kine dina da teri wait kar reha per tere kol mere nal gal karn da time nai. Hora naal gal kar li per mere naal nai kiti.Mote ne bhi gal nai karvai jado me phone kita ta karvai c. Apne ap ta nahi karvai.Ohnu ki pata mere dard bare.aj saver to mera dil bohot dhukhi hai tere naal gal karn lai tadpda rahnda hai. Tu hai ke mere nal gal nai kardi. Thodi g gal kar ke menu hor dukhi karta. Jado tu dasiya ke sare line ch lage ne per mere nal ta gal nai kardi. Mera number sabto last vich v nahi. Mere naal gal kyo karega tu me kon huna tada.Ek mota ja ganda jo apna dil tade nal laa betha.
       Hun sale chuhe ne jeen di ek hor aas de ti ke oh dowara avegi diwali to bad. Chuhe me tere naal bohot galla karniya yar pls gal kar le na. Aj sham nu tu chale jana ki pata jado tu ave ta me naa raha pls yar gal kar le na.Sariya lai tere kol time hai per Bhalu lai tere kol time nai je me cal kara ta gal karni hai unj nai karni bas ena hi miss kita tu menu. Hun tak koi rat nahi langi jis nu me roya na hova. Sari rat teri fiker rahndi hai. Jado v kala hunda Menu rona aanda pls chuhe ek bal gal ta kar le esde badle tu chahe meri jaan le le. Me hun v teri wait kar reha kado teri call ave.Mera dil kar reha ke me uthe ava te tenu jor naal  haka baka kara te tenu pucha ke uthe tera jee ta lagda na tenu koi problem ta nahi. Fer tenu jor naal ek chand mara tu ek bar v menu koj nai dasiya na mote nu mere nal gal karvan nu keha.
     Menu bada gusa aa reha te afsos bhi hai ke tu apne bhalu nal gal nahi kardi. Jado me tere nal gal kiti ta tu keha c ke kuj karda kyo nahi. sale me ta ek ek pal tere lai pry kard ke tu sukhi rahe tu aive kive kahta ke tu kuj karda nahi.Esto alawa me hor kar v ki sakda. Menu tadi family vich enter v nai hon dita janda. Tu thik kahndi c ke koi v menu tere kol le ke nahi anda. Tera brother v menu tere kol kade nahi le ke javega.Mote nal me jaa nahi sakda. Menu milna hun tu pul ja.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

17 October 2010


17 October 2010
                         
                                                   GOOD MORNING CHUHE

            Kal Sham nu jado menu pata laga ke tu nahi ana.Tere bhalu fer udas ho gaya.
        Me rab nu Keha ke menu eh jindgi nahi chahidi menu apne kol bula le. Menu koi jindgi nahi chahidi jis vich mera chuha mere kol na hove. Us to vina me nahi rah sakda. Menu chuhe to bina kuj nahi chahida. Je chuha nahi ta kuj v nahi   
        Kal Motu ghare aya c. Usne keha Ki chuhe da phone aya c. Chuha bilkul thik hai oh te usda husband kale ne. Usne keha ki chuha  kah reha  c ke oh sayad kal aan. Menu badi khusi hoi eh jaan ke me jaan to pahla tere nal gal kar la ga. Sari rat me eh sochda reha ke kehdi kehdi gal karanga apne chuhe naal.Pahla tame usto HAKA BAKA  manga ga ki tu hun v apne bhalu nu HAKA  BAKA  KAREGI  YA  NAHI. KI  HALE  V  MERA  EH  HACK BANDA. PATA NAHI  OHMENU  EH  HAK  DEVEGI  KE  NAHI.  JE  CHUHE  NE  HAKA  BAKA  KAR TA   FER  ME Ohnu pucha gake Viyah wele us de dil vich ki c oh udas ta nahi c. Oh ki feel kar rahi c.Menu yad kar ke ta udas nahi c. Jandi wari oh ki soch rahi c.Uthe jaake usne ki kita sare us naal thik tra gal kar rahe c na. Os nu uthe da mohol kive da lagiya. Oh uthe khus ta rahe gi na. Usnu uthe jaake meri yaad ai c ke nahi. Menu yad kar ke roi ta nahi c na. Je chuha mere bare puchega ta me Usnu apna eh hal nahi dasna nahi ta oh dukhi ho jayegi.Oh uthe khus nahi rahegimere bare sochdi rahe gi. Me usnu kah da ga ke me bohot khus ha sara din mote naal lad da rahna. Ohnu hosla davaga ke oh fikrna kare me hamesaus naal ha.Ethe di v fiker na kare meapedekh la ga.
 Sare rat need nahi ai menu me tera parss apne nal le ke suta reha per fir v need nahi ayi. Me apne dil nu dilasa Dinda reha per oh manda hi nahi.

      Aj Savere me kuj chir ta dil nu samja liya ke eh ta hona hi c.Per thodi der baad fer oh udas ho gaya. Me ena confuse ho gaya c ke menu kujsamaj nahi aa reha c me bathroom ch jake kapde utarn di tha paan lag ate bahr aa ke uttarn laga me nahana pul gaya. Aj Dushera hai menu ta eh v yad nahi c menu kise chiz da chha hi nahi reha kuj pata hi nahi chalda.Mumy ne jado menu bazaar to kuj mangvaya ta pata laga ke aj Dushera hai. Aj ta mere ghar sareiya ne ana. Thodi der me dil nu fer samjanda reha per oh kadi nahi man sakda.
       
        Badi muskl nal me apne ap nu samjan di kosis kar reha ke Chuha ta hamesa mera hi rahe ga chahe kise naal v rahe. Mere kol na sai per asi ek duje de dil vich ta rahne ha. Me aj apne ap nu roki betha ke aj roona nahi sare ghar ange. Per fer v meri akhan ch pani ta aahi gaya.Me tenu kadi pul nahi sakda chuhe. Jis pal metenu pul gaya rab menu odo hi chuk lave. I miss u
  
    Jet u aj avega ta mere nal gal karn da time hovega tere kol. Pata nahi tu gal kar sakegi ke nahi. Me teri wait kar reha pls aj aa javi kal me bahar jana 22 oct nu baps avaga.

       Chuhe me jado aj bazaar gaya ta Dashre kar ke badiya ronka lagiya hoiya c. Me tenu bada miss kar reha har pal karda ha. Eh sab ronka mere kise kam diya nahi meri ronk ta metho dur chali gai. Koi khusi manna nu dil nahi karda.Me bazaar ch ek sardar nu usdi wife nal bike te jandiya dekhiya tu v ainve hi apne husband nal jaya karengi. Mera chuha je kade mere sahmne ainve aa gya ta menu kive lagega. Pata nahi per eh sab dekh ke dil ch dard jarur hunda.

       Hune mote nu cal kiti c oh kahndi ke tu us nal gal nahi kardi baki sab naal kardi ai. Tenu sade to koi problem hai.Je hai ta das de asi tenu kade phone nahi kara ge. Me v hun mote nu tere nal gal karn lai tang nahi karaga. Tu hamesa khus rah bas. 

        Good afternoon Chuhe.
1:50pm
          Teri bohot yaad aa rahi hai dil nahi lag reha. Tu aj fer nahi ana mote ne keha hai. Kal me chale jana. Tere bare soch soch ke bohot dukh hunda me sara din kala kamre ch betha rahna. Kuj karn nu dil nahi karda. Metho bardas nahi ho reha ke tu kise hor nal rahegi apne sukh dukh share kare gi katto kat apne dukh ta menu das diya kari pls menu chuhe di help kar ke bohot acha lagda kyoki menu usdi ek smile ta dekhn nu mildi hai.
     Chuhe mera dil nahi lagda hun es duniya ch me bas jana chahna etho. Mere lai ethe kuj nai reha. Me tere nal gal v nahi kar sakda teri bohot yaad aandi hai teriya photoa dekh ke hor dukhi ho jana.  Sara din sochda ke tu ki kardi hovegi. Sariya nal gala kardi honi. Mere nal ta kar nahi sak di. Uthe jandeya hi dukha ch pe gai. Ki ho gaya tere nal sale kamine teri kismt eni kharab kyo hai rab nu ena kuj kar ke v sharm nai ai hun v tere piche piya hoya.

Good Evening chuhe
    4:25pm
      Chuhe me hune apne hear cutting karva ke aya. Tu je ethe hunda ta menu gajni kahna c. Hun ta sab kuj bohot dur ho gaya metho sari jindgi viraan ho gai.Mota v metho dukhi aa gaya sara din usnu tang karda rahena ke chuhe di call ta nahi aai. Oh othe thik hai na khus lag rahi c na.

    Chuhe me v kina pagal ha kadi sochda ke chuhe nu ena piyar mile ke usnu kade meri yaad na aye. Kade sochda ha chuha menu pul ta nahi javega. Pata nahi tu menu phone karegi ke nahi bas eni gujarish hai ke jado v tenu koi problem hove sab to pahla menu dasi. Chahe koi v hove. Je tenu koi problem hundi hai ta menu yaad kar lavi teri help ta nahi kar sakda pere es nal tenu hosla ta mill jayega.
              
           Jado tak teri call nahi andi te tu khud nahi dasegi ke tu khus hai menu chain nahi milega. Please jaldi aa ja chuhe metho reha nahi janda ki pata tu ave te me duniya hi chad chuka hova. Pls jaldi aa ja yar.



8:43pm
              Lado I love you. I miss u
Hune mote da phone aya c Kahndi c ke tu bohot khus hai tusi dove tu te tera hsbnd majak karde c. Ehi chiz menu menu dard v dendi hai te khusi v. Khusi ta ke mera chuha khus hai per dard es lai ke me us nal has khed nahi sakda oh kise hor nal hasdi khed di hai. Tera ta husband hai tera te farz hai per mera dil nahi manda me ki kara.

    Menu hanere ch kar kemera chand kise hor nu rosni de reha metho bardas nahi hunda.Me kar v kuj nahi sakda hun ta tu use nal hi rahna. Me ta bas hun tenu yaad kar ke roo sakda ehi meri jindgi hai. Teri yaad nu ta koi metho kho nahi sakda. Na koi dharm na kopi kasam. Na din na rat rok sakdi. Hun ta hanju hi mere sathi ban gaye ohi ta ne jo kade satrh nai chad de.
Kal me chale jaana 23 oct nu ava ga odo tak bye moja kar chuhe hamesa hasda rahe tere naa da me roo la ga I missssssssssssss you tange wale, santre wale chuhe I love you 9  baj gaye
       Good night.












                              Chuhe AJ v Bhalu Ena Akha ch Basda hai ke nai ?
         Kade eh Menu pul ta nai jaangiya. Jis din Eh menu pul gaiya me Duniya ch na raha

Friday, October 15, 2010

Good Morning chuhe 16 oct 2010




MISS U CHUHE
16 October 2010
                 6:57am Chuhe tu v hun jaldi uth gaya hovenga. Mera nika ja chuha te kiniya jumebariya pe gaiya tere sir te. Chuhe Haka Baka teri bohot yad andi hai me kise nu das v nahi sakda es lai Ethe likhda rahna. Hun ta bas mere dukha da es hi sathi hai. Rat teri bohot yad aa rahi c me bohot der tak ronda reha. Ek bar ta me soch liya ke es duniya cho chala ja per menu mumy da khiyal aa janda. Me ki karat ere bina me jee nahi sakda te mumu kar ke mar v nahi sakda . Me apni life ch kuch nahi chahnda bas ek tu hove. Hun me apni life bare kuj nahi sochda bas tere bare sochda rahna. Menu kise chiz da interst nahi reha sara din tere nal gal kan da wait karda rahna. Motu sahme jaan ke has lena ke oh thik rahe usnu koi tensan na hove. Tenu apne mumy di fiker karn di v lod nai me ape dekh la ga ohna nu. Hun menu mote de hade kadne pende net ere nal gal karn lai. Kade oh menu kahnde c tere nal gal karn nu.


       10:42am .Mote da sms aya c.Menu badi khusi hoi ke tu kal ana hai. Kal me tere nal bohot sariya galla karaga je tere kol time hoya ta please ek side ho ke mere nal gal kar lai chuhe. Mere dil vich Bohot Kuj chal reha kadi tere to dur hon da dukh nahi seha janda. Kadi sochda hai ke acha hoya ke tenu vadiya ghar mil gaya. Vadiya husband miliya ohna da kam v badiya chalda hai tu uthe mojja karegi hun tenu bhalu di lod nahi peni utheta sab ku hai hunt a uthe pani wali motor nahi chalni peni . Me 3000 di nokri karan wala tenu koi khusi nahi de sakda c. Je tu mere kol andi ta me teri koi khuyaish puri nahi kar sakda c haa koshis ta jarur karda per kar nahi c sakda. Tera bhalu es layk hi nahi c ke ohnu chand mil janda. Chand ta hamesa Ambra te hi hunda te uthe hi changa lagda. Jamin te ta rah nahi sakda na. Perapne es chote je bhalu nu kadena bhuli pls. Bhalu hamesa tere lai hi hai jado lod hove yaad karlai me hamesa teri help lai khada hova ga chahe rab nal vkyo na ladna pave. Aj ta mere kebord ne bi sath chad ta sala thik tra chalda hi nahi. Sayd Es to bi mera dukh nahi likhiya janda. Esdeutemere hanju dig rahe ne na sara gila ho gaya.
   
    Me badi besabri nal kal di wait kar reha. Jaldi ave es kal ta me apne chuhe nal galkar lava.




Good evening Chuhe.
Meri Jaan

     Saver to me aive letiya hoya tenu yaad kar reha ha menu need v nahi andi mera gala kharab hoya peya. Aj me tera ohi paress apne room ch rakh liya jis cho me tera lunch khanda hunda c.Rati us nu apne  nal leke soya karanga ki pata menu need aa jave. Dil nahi lag reha tere mumy naal gal kiti c oh kahnde ke tu kal bhi nahi ana. Tu uthe kali hai.me munday nu bahar jana tenu kive milanga.
 Metho nahi reha janda tere to bina. Jandi wari v koi gal nahi kiti. Ena tad as jandi tere bina kive raha ga. Tu bi uthe menu jarur yad kardi hovegi . Me teri te meri jindgida har pal tere nal share karma c. Her movment te tenu miss karda. Sare hasde khed de ne me jutha ja has ke vikha dena sab nu. Sariya nu lagda ke meri tabiyat thik nahi menu sardi lagi hoi hai.
    
Chuhe da saman
    Me ki kara chuhe me tenu kise hor nal bardas nahi kar pa reha. Teri har khusi te gum me bas me share karne c. Tu te ek v cal nahi kiti hale tak. Tera bhalu hun nahi jhee sakda. Menu koi v cha nahi reha kise v chiz da bas teri yad ch kala betha rahna I missssu bohot sara.  

I LOVE YOU CHUHE



        
       


   


  
October 15, 2010.Kal  sham ko motu ka phone aya or kahne lagi ke jiju hune aye hai te Chuha us de per dab rahi hai. Menu pata laga ke tere ghar koi problem hai. Pahla ta menu laga ke koi kas gal nahi hone per Eh jaan ke Menu bada dhukh ho reha ke mera chuha jis diya akha vich me kade hanju nahi dekhda c oh othe jande hi dukha vich dub gaya. Mere chuhe naal eve kyu hunda us di jindgi ch khusiya kyo nahi. Viyah hunde hi dukh mill rahe nai.Raba jet u asli vich hai ta mere sare sukh mere chuhe nu de de us de har janam de sare dukh menu de de. Me ta ena badnsib ha ke teri koi help bi nahi kar sakda.Mere chuhe ne kine supne dekhe c apne viyah de per rab hamesa us de supne tod dinda Pata nahi ki manjur hai us nu.

       Teri ek avaj sunan nu tars gaya. Teri avaj sunan lai te hal chal puchan lai me kal tere ghar giya 3 hour betha reha mote nu kahnda reha ke us nu cal kar ke kah ke mere nal gal kar per tu phone nahi chukiya. Tere ghar ja ke tere mumy nal gal kar ke menu kuj thik lagiya. Me sochda c ke me uthe nahi java ga per me hun jaya kara ga ese bahane tere nal gal ta ho je gi.Nal tere mumy da dil v lagiya rahe ga.

         Aj sare din mera mud kharab hai teri bohot yad aa rahi hai. Me pahla kahnda c ke tere jaan to bad me hor girlfriend lab leni hai. Oh ta dur di gal hai merit a akha to tu dur hi nahi hundi ek second v tenu nahi pul panda kuj karn nu dil nahi karda. Na mere dil ch koi Khuyaish hai hai ta bas tu tere nal gal karn lai marda rahna. Dil sochda rahnda ke tu ki kar rahi hovegi.Apne khasm nal galla karegi. Us kol bethe gi ohnu cha bana ke devegi. Us nal ghumegi.Hor v Bohot kuj hum tu ap hi soch le. Menu eh soch ke bada dard hunda jalus hundi hai ke mera chuha kise hor lai aisa karega. Mere naal kyo nahi. Tu kise hor lai viyah vich saji c.kise horn al car ch beh ke tur gai.Mere nal kyo nahi.kise horn e teri mang ch sindur pariya. Menu bohotr dard ho raha kas me us din mar janda jis din teri mahndi dekhi c oh v kise hor lai c mere lai nahi. Mere dil vich bohot dard hund me eh sab sahn nahi kar sakda. Me unj tere sahmne kade nahi kehana per jado tenu eh sab pata pata lage rab menu duniya cho chuk lave.
   
   Menu bohot dard hunda chuhe roo rook e mera gala beth giya.Aj me kise di marge te giya ta teriya yada ch khoya me sariya samhne ro piya per kise nu pata nahi lagn dita.Tenu yad kar ke har pal meriya akha giliya rahniya ne.Menu need nahi andi pukh v nahi lagdi.

 Sab to jiyada dukh tae s gal da hai ke mere chuhe nu apne viyah di khusi dekhn nu v nahi mili. Sare cha adhure rah gaye us de.

         Aj jado teri awaj suni ta me koi gal hi nahi kar pa reha c. Mera dil kar reha c ke tere kola aa  ke tenu HAKA BAKA kara te tere sare dukh me le la.Tu thik hon da bahana bana rahi c per hai nahi c metho nahi chupa sakdi me te ta chup reha ke motu nu na pata lag je.  Tenu pata na tere to pahla menu tere bare pata lag janda hai .. Menu ta aje v chain nahi miya. Mera Chuha kahnda ke tu thik hai.Cuhe to dur rah ke me thik ho sakda. Hun ta mere room di light 8:30 te band ho jandi hai per menu need nahi andi sari rat chuhe nu yaad karda rahna. Menu koi ronda na dekhe ta me light off kar dina.

 Menu nahi pata tu kise hor di kyo ho gai meri kyo nahi hoi. Me tere nal jindgi katni c. Me hun jeena nahi chahnda. Je me mar v gaya na ta bhi me tere kol raha ga tenu koi tak lif nahi hgon dava ga. I LOVE U CHUHE BOHOT SARA MISSS UUUUUUUUUUUU. Chuhe tu mera kyo nahi ho sakda pls mere kola a ja na plssssssss

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I MISS YOU CHUHE


                  
        








         October 14, 2010  Good morning chuhe. Aj subah jab utha to tumhare bare soch raha tha ke tum bhi sayad ab jaldi utha jati hogi.Aj fir mera dil udas hai tumhare bina mera dil nahi lag raha. Kal mene tumhare liye fast rakha tha ke tu hamesha khus raho.Aj bhi rakha hai. Kal sara din me tumhare phone ki wait kar raha tha .Motu ko bhi puchta rahta ke kab ayegi bo uska phone to nahi aya. Usne bola ke abhi aya tha. Muje bada gusa aya ke usne muje nahi bataya.Mene khud pucha to bataya. Ab ye hal hai pahle chuhe ke bare me sabse pahle muje pata chalta tha. Ab oro ke age hath jod kar ke puchna padta hai.. kal mere dil me bohot dard tha me sara din rota raha. Aj muje kuch acha lag raha hai pakka mera chuha aj udas nahi hoga. Motu kah raha tha ke tum khus ho thik ho Per jab tak me tum se baat nahi kar leta to muje chain nahi ayega. Sara din mobile apne pass rakhta hu ke kabhi to tumhara phone ayega.kabhi dil karta hai ab muje mobile ki jarurt nahi muje call karne bali to chali gai.
               
     Sara din eh sochda rahna ki tu ki kar rahi hovgi kam kardi hovengi ya kise naal galla kardi hovengi. Kite menu yaad kar ke udas ta nahi bethi. Tu es baar diwali kise hor naal manvengi. Menu hun kise cheez da cha nahi reha. Na koi khusi rahi. Jo hunda hon de. Hun ta me sariya di parwah karni chad ti. Pahla je koi water waist karda c ta menu gusa anda c hun menu koi problem nahi hundi sara din chup chap betha rahna. Tera dita Hoya Letter Pad pad ke tenu yaad karda rahna.
        
        Chuhe hum menu kon Good morning bolega.Kon mere nal Lade ga.Kon HAKA BAKA karega. Kis nal apniya galla share karanga.Mera hun dil nai lagda ji karda kite dur chala ja. Please Cuhe tu mere kola aa ja me  computer nahi chalava ga na video game kheda ga.Tu ap aa ke computer nu tod de kasm nal hun jo tu kahengi me oh karnga koi movies nahi dekha ga sara din tere nal gallan karnaga tu mere kol aa ja.

  Hune  teri mumy nal gal kiti c.Unhna ne dasiya tu uthe khus hai. Tumhara brother jo sath gaya tha bob hi bol raha tha ke ap baha pe khus ho. Mene tumhari mumy se puch ke unka ghar kesa hai or kaam kese chal raha hai. To unhone bataya ke sab kuj badiya hai. Fir Pani wale Pump ke bare me bolne lagi ke tu aa ja te usnu thik kar ke jaa. Bato me baha kese jao ab to mera chuha baha pe nahi hai. Ager me chala gaya to kese apne ap per control karunga.
   Me puchiya  ke chuhe de ghar ta sabmrsibal laga hove ga. Uhna ne haa keha te keha ke ohna ne safai lai bi noker rakhiya hai..Ohna ne menu keha ke chuha bi sara kam kar lenda hai.Usne ta eh keha c ke oh aa gai hai hun sara kam ap saam le gi. Me ape mumy nu roti kapda dava gi. Eh sun ke menu both khusi bhi hoi te dukh v both hoya.Dukh es lai ke menu jals ho rahi hai mera chuha mere to dur ho ke kise hor de ghar rahega.Chuha kala sara kam kive karega me us di help nai kar sakda. Tere mumy nal gal kardiya menu rona aa reha c per me apni abaz nahi change hon diti. Ohna ne keha ke tu ghare geda marda reha kar. Chuhe tenu ni pata kina miss kar reha tenu.
  Kadi sochda changa hoya tusi badiya ghar chale gaye uthe tanu mere nalo jiyada khusi den wale ta hai. Per tere to dur rah ke me kive jeeva.

                Me munday nu 5 dina lai 18to22 tak bahr jana uthe mera phone bi nahi chalna tere nal kive gal karaga tenu kive mila ga je tu  ena din ach aa gai. Please  Sunday to pahla aa ja me tenu dekh lava ga.Me tere nal bohot galla karniya ne. Jaldi aa ja chuhe………..









               

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Chuha Bhalu a real story



                Chuha Bhalu






When a verry sweet and close person goes to far from us, We may say or not say, But our heart says to their heart "U MADE ME ALONE"


          October 12, 2010  four day ho gaye Bhalu bohot udas hai jab bhi akela hota hai rone lagta hai chuhe ki  bohot yaad aa rahi hai .Ab na computer pe bethna acha lagta na koi kam karne ko dil karta, Na koi khuyaish dil me hai. Jaise sari duniya mere liye khatam ho gai hai.In 4 dino me ek second bhi aisa nahi gaya jab mene use yaad na kiya ho.Me uske aane ki wait kar raha hu.Kab bo aye or kab me use Dekhu. Me us nal bohot sariya galla karniya ne.Oh thik ta hai na othe . Usda dil lag je ga na. Oh viyah wele kive di lag rahi c.Sab to pahle me usnu dekhna c. Me ohnu dasda ke oh keh ji lag rahi hai. Ki thik hai ki nahi. Per meri kismet ch nahi c. Oh sariya galla Jo oh apne dil vich le ke chali gai pata nahi kado aa ke dasege. Me ta kalla hoke roo lena apna dukh mote nu das dina. Per oh kis nu apna haal dasegi Oh ta vechari roo bhi nahi sakdi honi. Rab na kare oh roye.Ohnu ena piyar mile Oh apni jindgi de sare Dukh Pul jave.Sare ohnu Metho v jiyada piyar karn Ohnu meri kami mahsus na hove. Me sara din eh sochda rahna ki oh es wele ki kar rahi hovegi Menu yaad karke udas ta nahi bethi. Apne ap dimag ch us di tasveer bana ke sochda oh bed te ja thale dove pera nu kathe kar ke Baha di bukal bana ke us vich sir de ke bethi honi. Ja oh sariya nal galla kadi hone. Kadi sochda othe koi usnu kuj galt na kah reha hove koi us to jalda na hove. Per eh ta ho nahi sakda ohnu dekh ke sare usde  ho jande ne. kadi sochda oh Apne chote deor nal Hase khedegi, lade gi je oh rus je gi ta usda deor usnu Manave ga. Ethe oh menu pul ta nai jayegi. Me usnu baada kita c ke mai nahi rovaga Thik raha ga.Sorry chuhe me apnea p nu rok nahi paa reha mere dimag cha teriya yaad Ghumdiya rahdiya ne     
        
           Me.Bhalu.sara din computer te video game kheda rehnda yahoo te chat karda rahnda C. Night me job karta din me bas computer se chipka rahta.Hamesa sochta ke kash meri koi girlfriend hoti.Rab nu kahnda ke bas ek hi gf ban je kade usnu naraj nahi karanga na kade usnu chadaga us to elava hor koi nahi banavaga bas ek piyari ji kudi mil je. Kitne sal ho gaye koi nahi mily.

   Friday  October 2009  muje ek dost ne kaha ke ek compny me computer pe work karne ke liye ek ladke ki jarurt hai.Tab me job karne se darta tha sochta tha ke kese kam karunga koi galti ho gai to kya hoga par me chala gaya. muje bhi day job ki jarurt thi.Jab me baha gaya to pata chala baha ape ek ladki bhi kam karti hai.Sir ne usko kaha ke ye ladka apke sath kam karega.Bo sishe me se Dekhne lagi tab muje bo koi khas achi nahi lagi. Mene unka system dekha .bo excel me kaam karte the or internet pe bhi kam karna padta tha.bo bole ke apko pahle hum sikha denge .mene munday ko ane ko kah diya.Munday ko me office gaya baha unhone madam ko muje work samjhane ko kaha.Bo muje samjate rah eek din me muje sab kuch aa gaya bas unki website ke password nai yad the or na excel me worksheet banana ati thi. Madan ne muje kitni bar bataya par me bhul jata tha.
   
   Baha per or bhi ladke market ke liye kam karte the bo madam ke bare me galt bolte rahte the or uske sath doublemeaning me bat karte the bo samj nahi pati thi ki ladke usko galta bolte hai.Actuly bo un per bohot trust karti thi jaise bo uske dost ho ek team ho.Baha ke bos bhi uske sath majak me galat bolte or line marte the bo madam ko bura lagta tha per kuch nahi bolti thi. Me bhi madam ke bare me galat sochne laga ke bho galt ladki hai. Me office me kum bolta bas apna kam karta rahta.Me madam ke sath jiyada bat nahi karta tha or madam kah ke bulata tha.muje bo achi nahi lagti thi.me uske bare me apne friend ko bataya tha.Ek din me usi se mobile pe baat kar raha tha or madam mere pass hi thi madam ke sahamne hi mene kuch galt bola .mera friend bola madam ke pass aisi baat mat kar mene bola ye to yaha chalta hai.
( es baat pe muje badme bahot pachtava huya ab bhi hai me eske liye dil se sorry bolta hu)
   
     Thode dino mai kaam me perfect ho gaya to boss ne kaha ke tum akele sara kam kar loge to hum madam ko hata denge. Bo bas ek ko hi rakhna chahte the jo sara kam kar sake.Me nahi chahta tha ke kisi ko meri bajah se hataya jai chahe bo ladka ho ya ladki.Mene bahana bana diya ke me kahi or try kar raha hu sayd muje baha job mil jaye.?Unhone muje kitni bar kaha per me hamesha bahana bana deta.

      Dupahr ko sare office me hote to madam lunch karne ke liye office ke sath  wale room me chali jati. Me lunch nahi karta tha. Per kabhi kabhi office me jab koi nahi hota to bo bahi per lunch karti muje puchti ap lunch nahi karte.apne sath karne ko kahne lagi to mene mana kar diya.. Bo bas 2 fulke hi leke aati thi usme se bhi ek ya one and half khati thi.bil kul slim thi jese khuch na khati ho.

(yaha per me ek Baat chod raha hu kyoki ye mere chuhe ko pasnd nahi bo nahi chahti ke me uske bare me kabhi baat karu)
     
          Ek din madamne muje lunch karne ko kaha pata nai me kese raji ho gaya or ek bite le liya.ab bo har roj muje ek biute dene lagi.me kaha ke ap do roti to laate ho me khauga to ap kya khaoge. agle din bo 3 and half roti laane lagi. Me unke sath lunch karne laga to dekha 3 ½ roti hai me pucha ke ap adhi roti kyo late ho kahne lagi ke 3 roti nahi late 2 ya 4 honi chahiye 4 to me kha nahi sakti es liye 3 and half laati hu.
    
      Me jab first time unke sath lunch kar raha tha to mene unse kaha ke sab apse galt baat karte hai ap kuch bolti nahi to usne bataya ke use job ki bohot jarurt hai bo job nahi chod sakti uske father bimar rah chuke hai  ghar me problem hai. Dusra muje dar lagta hai kahi ager mene unko slap laga diya to bo ulta muje bhi mar de to.Bhot bholi thi bo.Me kitna galt tha. Kabhi bhi kisi ke bare me jane bina usko galt nahi samjna chahiye. Ab me unki Ijata karne laga. Hum khul ke bat karne lage. Kuch kuch baate bo bhi share karne lagi per har baat nahi karti thi.
  
Madam ko office ki safai karna acha nahi lagta tha bo bolti usko dust se allergy hoti hai.Me or bos safai karte. Ek bar me or boss safai kar rahe the to mene apni shirt utar di niche white line wali black t-shirt
 Pahni thi usne pata nahi kab dhekh liya.jab safai khatam hui to usne kaha ke “T-shirt me tusi ache lagde o shirt vich ta bajurg lagde o”   boss ne bhi yahi bola ke tum t-shirt pahna karo.per muje simple dress hi achi lagti hai.
             Ek din kaha ke apka mobile no. kya hai bo kuch nahi boli mene kaha nahi batana to na sahi muje no. ki jarurt nahi hum hai baat kar lete hai.Actually madam ke pass khud ka mobile nahi tha uski sister ke pass mobiule tha.bo muje apna number dena nahi chahti thi bo darti thi ke ager office me kisi ko number de diya to bo use call kar ke pareshan karenge.next day mene fir majak me mobile no pucha fir kaha chalo rahn do.Unhone muje bulaya or kaha ke pen lo ek cheez note karo me samaj gaya ke bo muje apna number dena chati hai to mene kaha ke rahn do menu number nahi chahida me ta majak kar reha c.Uhna ne keha ke kuj hor hai Number nahi hai.mene apne hand pe likh liya.mene kaha ye to mobile number hai to unhone muskara diya.mene kaha ke muje nahi chahiye mene hand se number mita diya .thodi der bad unhone muj se mere mobile liya or apna number usme add kar diya.
       Ek mahine ke karib ho gaya mene mene kabhi unko call nahi ki ek din me bohot kush tha masti me ja raha tha mene aise hi unka number dial kar diya unki sister ne phone uthaya mene madam ka naam leke bulane ko kaha unhone kaha bo yaha nahi hai me kahi bahar hu mene kaha ke ap bohi ho na sika account mene hack kiya tha. Ye sunte hi bo mere sath ladne lagi baat kafi serious ho gai.Agle din jab me office aya to madam ek side me chup chap khadi thi. Me guse me tha per unki dara huya face dekh kar mera gussa chala gaya. Me kuch bola nahi bo boli ke kya bat hui muje bhi bata do kyo lade the tum dono.unko to kisi baat ka pata nahi tha.Next day unki sister ka phone aya or unhone muj se sorry bola.Uske bad mene kabhi unko phone nahi kiya.
  
   Hum dono ek dusre kafi pasand karne lage the.muje apne se jiyada unki fiker ohti thi jab koi unko kuch bolta to muje bada gussa ata. Me madam ko kahta ke tum enko ulta jabab do me apke sath hu koi kuch nahi kahega.Bo ab sabko ulta jabab dene lagi.Per unko to kisi ko dantna bhi nahi ata tha bo bhi muje sikhana padta tha ke kis baat ka kya jabab dena hai actually bo dar jaati thi.
       
HAKA BAKA. Ek din lunch time hum baate kar rahe the to mene kaha ke ap good moring sabse pahle muje kiya karo bad me oro ko.Bo boli thik hai. Har roj sabse pahle muje wish karti muje bohot acha lagta.Ek madam ne kisi or ko mujse pahle good mornig kah diya me naraj ho gaya bad me maan gaya .lunch time baate pata nahi kya baat hui to madam ne kaha ke kl aisi Good morning bolugi ke tum HAKE BAKE rah jaoge . Mene pucha kesi to unhone kaha bo to kal pata chale ga. Me sari raat sochta raha ke bo kya karne bali hai. Kabhi sochta ke sayd kiss karengi me bada kush huya.Subah sabse pahle office me aa gaya sath si madam bhi aa gai bo to jaldi hi ati thi.Me dekh raha tha ke madam kuch bolengi per unhone kuch nahi bola.Mene office ka gate khol diya .madam ne muje good morning kaha to mene kaha ke ap to koi khas good morning karne bali thi to unhone kaha ke “Haa.. per hunt a tusi gate kholta Kal karangi. Dono Chup chap apna kaam karne lage.Next day fir me jaldi office aa gaya me madam bhi aagye me office ka gate kholne laga to madam ne kaha ke Good mornig nahi karni me unke sahme khada ho gaya muje laga ke bo abhi age aingi or muje kiss karengi.Per unhone apni dono Banhe aage ki or me unke pass aa gaya unhone muje piyara sa hug kiya or boli Good morning.Fir unhone kaha ke rah gaya na HAKA BAKA.mene kaha ke HAA. Ager bo tab muje kiss karti to sayd aj hum dono me etna piyar na hota. Bad me me sochta ke madam ne muj per etni jaldi viswas kar liya or muje kiss bhi kar di. To sayd me unke bare me galt sochta.
                    Jab Se humne HAKA BAKA kiya tab se muje unki har Dhakadn Mahsus hone lagi jab bhi bo udas hoti to mera dil bhi udas ho jata.jab bo preshan hoti to muje bhi feel hotne laga.Muje uski hamesha fiker hoti rahti.Shayd jab humne Hug kiya to humare dil aps me mil gaye to muje aisa feel hone laga.Suchi me jhuth nahi bol raha.

       Unse baate karte din gujrte rahe. Bo bhi muj se apni sari baate share karne lagi. Fategrah Shahib me mele laga huya tha. Sadko pe kafi ronak hoti thi mene office me pucha ke ye mela kis chiz ka lagta hai to madam ne muje Eske bare me Bataya or kaha last day usne bhi jana hai.Usne last day se ek din pahle jana tha baha unke relative rahte hai.Usne muje bhi ane ko kaha mai bhi tiyar ho gaya.
    US DIN JAB MADAM OFFICE SE JANE LAGI TO GATE SE MUD KAR MUJSE KAHNE KAL FATEGRAH SAHIB JARUR ANA . BO SEEN ME AJ TAK NAHI BHULA KAISE BO MUD KAR AAI OR KESE MUJE ANE KO KAHA. PAHLE TO ME SAYAD NA JATA PER AB TO CHAHE MAUT BHI AA JATI MUJE ROK NAHI SAKTI THI.

        FATHGRAH SHAHIB ME MILNA: mene apne brother ko kaha ke bo mere sath jaye par usko time pe chuti nahi mili to mera ek dost mere sath gaya.Usko isliye le gaya ke bo pahle bhi ja chukka hai.me itna khush kabhi nahi huya jitna us din tha bus me jate jate me sochta ja raha tha ke pahli bar kisi ladki ko milunga.Muje usse piyar ho gaya tha na muje pata tha  na use . hum dono ek dusre ke just dost the. Bo bhi muje apna best friend hi sahmjti thi.Jab me Fathgrah shahib pahucha to mene phone kiya unhone kaha ke bo Jyoti Sroop Gurudware me hai.Jo ladka mere sath tha usnme kaha ke usko pata hai kon sa Gurudwara hai. Hum jaldi jaldi baha gaye per bo baha nahi thi mene bohot Dhunda.Fir me Gurdware me gaya matha tek ke Thandi burj hai baha khada ho gaya. Baha se mene phone kiya to usne kaha ke bo to abhi v bahi hai. Mene kaha ke hum Thandi burj wale Gurudware me hai.Usko samaj nahi aa rahi thi ki kon sa Gurudwara hai. Pata toh tha but confuz ho gait hi PAGAL.

           Bo ladka kahta ke yahi gurudwara hai. Me baha se Bahr aa gaya Mobile kan me laga ke usko PAGLO ki tarh Dhundta raha per bo baha kese hoti. JYOTI SROOP GURUDWARA TO DUSRA tha Na to use pata laga na muje. Me use Thandi burj wale gurudware me dhundta raha . Dhundte-2 karib ek hour ho chukka tha per dhund nahi paya kabhi uske brother ko phone pe leta to kabhi usko.Muje to dar lag raha tha ke bo nahi milegi.Ab bo waha se jane lage  kafi time ho gaya tha bo kitne bahane bana ke baha mera wait kar rahi thi. Mene ek admi se pucha to usne kaha ke BHO GURUDWARA to dusra hai to me jaldi baha se bhag lya sadk pe kafi jaam laga huya tha Muje kuch nahi pata chal raha tha bas me to use dekhne ke liye Bechen tha bas ek bar use dekh lu.Dusra Gurudwara kafi door tha me mobile band kar ke jaldi jaldi baha jaa raha tha mera dost piche rah gaya per me ruka nahi. Jab gurudwara thodi dur rah gaya to mene phone kiya . Baha sadk pe yellow color ka banner laga huya tha mene kaha ke me baha aa gaya to usne kaha ke bo bhi bahi khadi hai. Per mujko bo nahi dikhi. Bo boli ke Gurudware ke main gate per aa jao to me baha gaya tab bhi nahi dikhi.Per usne muje dekh liya tha. BAS yahi meri problem hai bo muje hamesa Dhund leti hai per me nahi Dhund pata. Or usko kabhi sahi location batani nahi aati hamesa confuse kar deti hai. Me uske pas gaya tab me pasine se bilkul bhig chukka tha.BO BAHA PE SIMPLE SA SUTE PAHNE HAND ME HAND DAL KE  THODI SIDE ME JHUKI HUI KHARI KITNI PIYARI LAG RAHI THI.BO SEEN BHI ME KABHI NAHI BHUL SAKTA. Mene apne pocket se do chocolate nikali or use dedi. Fir men eek 10rs ka note liya or kaha ke us per apna naam likh do.sala baha kisi ke pass pen hi nahi tha.Me sabhi se pen magne laga. Ek admi se pen liya or usko diya usne apna naam likha .Usne hole se kaha ke mene ……… likha hai muje samj nahi aai. Tab mene kaha ye kya likha hai usne kaha ke ye mera dusra naam hai.mene kaha oh! Uske niche mene apna naam likh diya or fir bo jaane lagi kahne lagi ke bo golgappe khane ke bahane se aai hai sabhi car me bethe hai jane ke liye to me kese rok sakta tha. Fir mene Gurudare me gaya or bo 10rs ka note baha dan peti me dal diya or BABA ji se kaha ke humari dosti kabhi na khatam ho.uske bad Lunger khaya bohot bhukh lagi thi subah se jo bhag raha tha .
   
         Fir hum har roj phone per baate karte rahe.Usne apna mobile le liya tha.Bo office se ghar jane ko niklti to mera office me dil nahi lagta tha .jaldi se ghar jake use baate karne ko man karta tha.Boh abhi ghar pahuchti nahi thi mera phone pahle aa jata tha . Bo kahti “hune ta aai hai aje ander jaa rahi hai ruk ja thodi der nu gal karange.
                  Mere exam the to mene office se chutti le li.Ab me ghar pe bor ho jata. Bar Bar usko call karta rahta. Akeli hone ke karn bo busy rahti thi to baat nahi kar paati thi. Me use danta rahta tha. Jab free hoti to khud call karti or puchti ”Kinna syllabus ho gaya. Je paper chad ke aya ta teriya hadiya tod da gi.” Muje lalch deti thi kahti” jado syllabus pura ho gaya ta tenu ek jor ke HAKA BAKA milega”.Thodi der bad call kar ke puchdi Kinna yaad ho gaya.
   Jab exam de ker aata to sabse pahle Us se milne jata bho mera Paper check karti ager pura na kita hunda ta menu jor nal chaped mardi.fer agla Q puchdi. Kabhi Kabhi to jaan buj kar bol deta ke kuj nai kita sara exam chad ta fer usda mud off ho janda Usnu dar lagda ke eh Fail na ho jaye.Sala blame us te ayega.

        Exam ke bad me office ane laga .Jab bhi me bazaar jata to uske liye kuch na kuch le kar aata. Ab to bho ap hi kah deti ke mera hair clip Kharab ho gaya le ke aana. Meri pocket ka bhi khiyal rakhti thi. Bas choti choti kuyashi hoti uski. Bho meri bhot care karti thi.
     
       Ab har roj jab bhi muje bhukh lagti to me uske parse se uska lunch nikal leta or dono ekthe beth kar khate. Office me jab koi problem hoti dono mil ke solve karte.Aisa hi chalta raha.Meri life kafi had tak achi ho gai ladkiyo ke bare me meri thinking change ho gai. Hum har roj Gurudware Jate. Baha usne ek bar muje apne hath se pani pilaya tha. Bo parsaad le ke andi te me used hatha cho le lenda. Menu kahndi apna parssad ap le kea a.Me keha me tat ere to hi Lava ga. Ek bari asi Gurudware de barande ch beth gaye Ek Baba ji aye sanu kahnde ethe nahi bethna chalo etho oh nal hi okhi ho ke  bol pai ke ja rahe hai. Oh kadi nahi dardi jo dil ch hunda oh hi kardi kise di parwah nahi c usnu mere to elava.
            
           Kisi kaarn usne job chod di. Me akela office rahta tha per bor nahi huya.Bo muje bor hone deti tab na. Ab to bo free ho gait hi jab dil karta muje call kar deti thi.Muje sara din pareshan karti rahti. Akele hone ke karn me busy ho gaya to kabhi kabhi me usse baat nahi karta tha bo muje danti ke tu mere nal gal nahi karda pata nahi kide nal laga rahna. Rat ko to sone nahi deti thi. Hum ladte bhi bohot the ager bo ruthti  to muje manana padta tha ager me ruthta to bhi muje hi manana padta tha .Bo bolti ki chahe me ruthu ya tum manana tumko hi padega. Bo jab bhi roti thi to me use pakd leta tha .Bo bolte bolte chup ho jaati thi ya phone kat deti thi.
   
        Bhalu & Chuha. Baate karte karte pata nahi use kya huya usne mera naam Bhalu rakh diya me thoda mota hu na.Bho  Meri tarah golu molu hona chahti thi.Usne kaha tum bhi mere koi  naam rakh do. Mene kaha ke kal soch ke rakhunga.Bho patli thi to uska naam mene Chuha Rakh diya
  Hum hamesa baat karte ki Humne dosti ki koi galt to nahi es liye Dost to kabhi bhi uske ghar aa jaa sakta hai. Pahle me uske ghar gaya. Unka Cooler kharab ho gaya tha usne bahane se muje apne ghar bulaya.Aise me unke ghar me sabhi se ghul mill gaya. Jab bhi humara dil karta ek dusre ko dekhne ko me uske ghar chala jata. Bo bhi ek bar mere ghar ai thi. Hume ek computer course join kar liya ab hum har roj milte ekthe class me jaate khub maje karte. Es bich bo kitni bar mere ghar aai. Humare ghar walo ko bhi koi pareshani nahi thi hum bas ache dost the. Hum ek bar ek collage me gaye baha sari road khali thi bo kahne lagi chalo accident karvaye. Usne mera hath apne hath me le ke road pe chalne lage road pe jaati gadiyo wale humko dekhne lage. Us din bada maja aya. Usko bilkul dar nahi tha per muje dar lag raha tha .Pagal Chuha.
   
     Ek baat na muje pata na use pata Humne pata nahi kab ek dusre ko I LOVE YOU kaha. Or kisne pahle kaha.Bas piyar Ho gaya.
                  Me jab bhi computer per game khelta ya movies dekhta to bo muje pakd leti. Me baat karte karte Hu Ha karta rahta. Bo bolti “ kehdi game khed reha” Fer menu kahndi “KUTTA KAMINA RAMJADA MERE NAL GALL NAI KARDA SARA DIN GAME KHED DA RANDA HAI.” Asi dono ek duje nu bohot piyar karde ha ate karde raha ge. Per asi dove viyah nahi kar sakde c.Sadi cast different hai na. Usde ghar de used lai munda labde rahnde oh menu kahndi aj mere lai munda dekhan gaye ne. Usnu marriage to dar lagda c. Oh kahndi me viyah nahi karvana. Me ohnu samjanda ke eh ta kudiya nu karvana penda. Oh mere te sabot jiyada trust kardi hai menu kahndi tu mere menu kise are gare nal ta nahi jaan devenga .Mere ghade tam era viyah bina dekhe kar denge tu munde bare sab kuj pata kar le ga na. Menu bohot piyar anda us te. Kadi menu kahndi tu menu le ja jive marji kar mere ghardiya nu mana le per oh v jandi c ke ohna ne nahi manna. Ohna di restedari ch problem ho jaani c ta kar ke oh v chup ho jandi te me bhi.Hun me kive ohna de ghar nu kharab kar sakda c. Me nahi chanda c ke asi kite baj jaiye es nal sade dova de ghar waleya nu bohot nuksan hona c. Me apne dil ute pather rakh ke usnu kahnda ke tu ghar diya di marji nal viyah karba le. Bas mere to hun likhiya nahi jaa reha menu rona aa reha  I MISS U CHUHE

      October 15, 2010
                Mera chuha bohot bhola hai sab di care karda hai apne ghardiya di khusi lai oh apniya khusiya pul gaya.Jado oh menu HAKA BAKA karda hai menu bohot acha lagda hai. Usda jid karma bohot acha lagda hai. Menu hamesa usdi fiker lagi rahndi hai.Oh bhi meri sab to jiyada fiker karda hai. Menu game khed da jado guse ho ke gala kad da hai menu bohot acha lagda hai . Kai bari ta me jaan ke jhuth bolda c ke me game khed reha ta jo oh menu gala kade. Mere chuhe nu English sikhan da bada shok hai mere nal apni tuti English bolda rahnda hai per usdi writing bohot achi hai. Me usnu ek letter likhan nu keha c. Ohne ena kuj likhiya us vich me aj bhi pad ke ro pena. Mera chuha menu song sunada ta menu bada acha lagda c. Oh bhangde wale sun ke mastic h thoda jiha lak matka ke nachdi hundi c. Jado phone te menu gane sunadi ta badi masti kardi c.Hun  kon tere bhalu nu gane sunayega chuhe.
Chuha da style hi sab to alg c.
            Menu kahndi
                  Oye … I love you
                  Oye … I love you
Jado tak me reply na karda menu kahndi rahndi je me reply na karda ta kahndi ek bari kah de. Je me kah dinda ta nachdi
               Oye munda fas gaya oye..
Menu tang rahndi. Oh menu none bhi kahndi c. jive me bacha hova
Kahndi
    None
    None
   None
   I love you …kini piyari lagdi c oh

           
Oh kise di gal nahi mandi sirf meri hi gal mandi hai. Mere chuhe diya bohot khuyaisa ne menu afsos rahe ga me aj take k bhi puri nahi kar sakiya. Us nu India acha nahi lagda jithe cast nu le ke do dila nu Milan nahi dinde. Oh hamesha forn jana chahndi hai. Us pagal nu eh nahi pata ke uthe bi jindgi sokhi nahi. Jado bhi mera chuha ruth janda hai ta me manada ha. Me us diya akha ch ek hanju v nahi dekh sakda jado oh rondi hai ta menu bohot dukh hunda hai. Me chuhe bina nahi rah sakda.
 
    Akhri din jado chuhe ne menu bulaya us di mahndi dekhan us din ghar aa ke me bohot udas ho gaya ke chuha menu chad ke jaa reha hai. Me us nu dulhan de kapdiya vich dekhana c per kive dekhda eh bohot muskil cmere lai. Usdi mang ch sindur kive da lagega kive di lagdi honi oh singar kar ke. Me kuj v nahi dekh sakiya kas me eh sab kuj dekhan to pahal hi duniya cho chala janda. Koi ena karib aa ke jado dur janda hai bohot dukh hunda hai. Asi dove hun kive apni jindgi kata ge sanu nahi pata. Menu ena pata asi dove ek duje to bina nahi rah sakde. Mera chuha hamesa khus rahe.
 MENU MAF KAR DE CHUHE ME TERE LAI KUJ V NAHI KAR SAKIYA
                  I LOVE YOU CHUHE HAMESA
                         HAKA BAKA BADE BALA
                                  I MISS YOU