9 November 2010

9 November 2010

   7:54am

  Gud morning Chuhe

                       Ai hava etna bata mera ek kaam karegi kya..

                                 Mere chuhe nu mera pyaar de aa.

                                   Mere chuhe da haal puch ke aa.

                              Mere chuhe de dil nu thoda ja sahlade.

               chuhe nu jaldi jaga de ta me us naal bohot sariya galla kara.

     Chuhe rat to mera dil nahi lag reha. Menu teri bohot yaad aa rahi hai mere to bardast nahi ho reha ke tu meri nahi kise hor di ho gai.Savere to me bas eh hi soch reha. Mere nal nahi tu us naal her muvment share karegi.. Tu mera kyo nahi hoya me tere bina nahi rah sakda.Fer me apne dil nu tasli dena ke tu chuhe de layak nahi tere kol kuj nahi jo tu chuhe nu de sake us kol sab kuj nahi..Oh chuhe nu mere to v jyada khus rakhega.. per dil nahi manda dil nu bohot jalus hundi hai ke mere fulaa barge chuha kise hor naal rahe ga me bohot udas haa.Bhalu de full nu koi hor le gaya v te bhalu de bhag nu sunna kar gaya hun kade v bhalu di jindgi ch bahar nahi avegi.. Mera sab kuj tu hi ta hai …I missss you..

   11:12am

      Chuhe ne raati menu dasiya ke kis tra usde husband ne usnu sariya de sahmne propos kita c..Chuhe nu koi v pyar naal kuj kahe ta oh har kise te blive kar lenda hai. Menu bohot jalus hoi pata nahi menu khusi kyo nahi hoi. Menu eh sab kyo nahi anda kise kudi da dil kive jitde ne.. usne ta ek min ch chuhe nu apna bana liya. Chuha pul gaya c ke oh bhalu to dur jaa reha. Usnu yaad v nahi c bhalu v jinda hai hale..usda ki hona.Sale ne ek min ch chuhe nu apne te trust karn lai majbur karta. Menu eh sab nahi anda me sida ja ha menu bas eh hunda ke me chuhe lai kuch v kar sakda per eh pyar waliya tricks menu nahi andi. Hai te badiya ek min ch kise nu v apna bana lo..kass me v chuhe naal eve da kuj karda.kuj different but menu anda hi nahi..kise kudi naal kive gal karni hai ja kive usnu apne wal atrct karna menu nahi anda..me kadi kudiya naal gal nahi kiti menu koi like hi nahi karda.. chuhe ne pata nahi mere ch ki dekhiya. Me ta kise de v layak nahi.bas menu ta pyar ch jaan dini andi hai jaan leni v andi hai.per kise kudi da dil jitana nahi anda kise kudi da ki me ta chuhe nu v puri tra apna nahi bana sakiya. Je oh puri tra mera hunda ta kise lai usde dil vich pyar kyo anda. Esda matlab usde dil vich aje v jagga c jithe tak mera pyar nahi pahunch sakiya..per chuha ta mere dil dimag ki atma tak nu chu gaya.. mere dil vich hor sapce hi nahi koi kive rah sakda hun mere dil vich..uthe ta mera chuha hamesa rahega mere saan banke..

    Chuhe menu samaj nahi aa reha ke me ki chahnda ha. Tera husband paise wala hai tenu pyar karda hai te tu v usnu like kardi hai Usdi respect kardi hai..oh teri har mang nu pura karda hai te kar sakda hai.. tera bhalu eh sab nahi kar sakda fer v bhalu chahnda hai ke tu usdi kyo nahi hoi.. fer sochda ha ke tu uthe hi thik hai tenu har khusi ta milegi me ta tenu kuj v nahi de sakda..bas menu jalus hundi hai dil ch dard hunda hai. Me ta kise pase tere lai thik nahi tu hi menu bohot kuj samjdi hai.

    Gud evening Chuhe

         5:26pm

            1 to 3 baje tak  Meri chuhe naal gal hoi. Chuhe ne apne bare dasiya uthe da sab hall dasiya..Chuhe ne menu ek gal kahi ke” JO HUNDA OH  HO GAYA” Mere hath per kamban lag paye me sochiya c ke me sun la ga per mera dil eh nahi bardas kar paya..aj mere dil ne akhri saa le liya. Hun menu kuj v feel nahi ho reha mera dil dukh reha per hor kuj v nahi soch reha na kuj feel ker reha mera mind mera sath chad gaya. Menu nahi pata ke hun me ki kara. Mere face te bas hanera ho gaya. Me apne gharo apni cycal te bhar nikal gaya menu kuj pata nahi c ke me kider jaa reha. Me new connection le jana c me pul gaya mere hath vich proof c meshop to kina age nicak gaya mere mind ch bas ek hi sabd gunj reha c ke Jo hona c oh ho gaya. Cuhe da ta hakk hai te majburi v usdi koi galti nahi..menu ena pata ke chuha usnu bohot pyar karan lag pya. Usne keha ke usdi tha tu nahi le sakda teri tha oh nahi le sakda. Mere dil vich usdi tha add hai teri add hai.

 

  Chuhe  Mere kol ta ek hi dil c us vich bas chuha hi c hor kise lai tha hi nahi c. Tera kinna badd dil hai jis vich har ek lai tha hai mere to v uchi mere to v bad tha. Dil vich ta ek hi vasda hunda har koi nahi me te sochiya c ke mere to elava hor koi nahi aa sakda per me galat c. me maniya ke meri tha add hai per add kyo bas mere lai hi kyo nahi c sari tha .mera pyar hi bohot chota hai jo tere pure dil vich nahi aya.. tere dil vich aje v jaga khali chadi hoi c . Me kosis ta bohot kiti ke tenu mere to bad koi pyar na kar sake tere dil vich sirf me hi hova per .Menu afsos hai ke me puri tha nahi le sakiya.. Me tera pyar kise naal bandna nahi chahnda c. Tu sariya nu apna pyar de dita. Menu v but me sara pyar lena chahnda c. Mera aj tak koi dream pura nahi hoya fder eh kyo hunda.

    

   Aj to bad tere dil nu mere dil to koi dukh nahi milega na menu milega hun mera dil hi nahi reha ta dukh kitho hona…  mera dil bohot chota c jis vich tere to elava hor koi nahi aa sakda c.. aj oh v tut gaya ..

 

     Hun ta meriya akha ch pani v nahi aa reha menu kuj feel hi nahi hunda hun. Tere naal gal karde hoye me roya c per hun kade nahi rovaga..

 

 Aj to bas teriya problems nu hal karna hi kam hai mera. Tera bhalu hun ek jinda lash ban gaya bas hun bhalu kise de kam aa sakda per kise nu feel nahi kar sakda kise nu pyar nahi kar sakda..

       Mera dil aj bilkul mar gaya. Kise di galti nahi dil di hi galti c oh bohot chota c te na majboot c apni mot ap mar gaya kise nu pyar nahi de sakiya..

   

     Menu 2 Cheeza to nafrat ho gai ek paisa te ek kastbad(jaat paat) jis ne chuhe nu bhalu to dur kita.Chuhe da koi kasur nahi. Sab duniya de rang ne.

    

    Bye gud 9t chuhe hun tenu chuthi muthi I love you ja hor kuj kahn wala ta mar gaya..  Tu bhalu nu hamesa lai pul ja. Apni life enjoy kar…Bhalu faltu c te hai.

Sorry Chuhe me tera sath nahi de paya..